reccount of ytd first.

sixteen. april .2oo5
hmmm. earli in e morning was suppose to mit xuan n shilei at 11.30 de. budden i overslept. woke up at 10.55 liddat. budden reach dere shilei still haven cum. haha. den went to eat den walk walk cos shilei wanna buy sth. den went to sch fer e campfire. but it rained like hell! sia la. tot will bcum gang show liao. but in e end e rain stop. hooray! so e campfire went on as planned. all i noe is v fun. went totali crazy. but ran outta energy frm 2nd half onwards. den our performance was great i tink. den after everything gt mass dance. even more crazy sia. xuan totali went bonkers. had lotsa fun dere lor. den after e whole tingy i msged dear. no shld be nest. yupp. fear n sadness overcum happiness. i knew dat he has sth to tell me. i noe. dun wish to go on. den went hum on my own. intended to walk hum de. but my legs dun allow me to. yeah. den my whole dae ended liddat.

seventeen. april .2oo5
todae was hell fer me. i woke up n msged nest. told him abt my dream. den he cum clean wif me. he shld hav told me ytd. nt todae. or even tml oso can. jiu shi bu neng jin tian tell me. but bu shuo dou shuo le. tis is e end. of my life.