i missed my dear dear terribly, bitterly!! he's onli coming back tml. =(

. todae is me n dear de five mths lo. but he's not in s'pore. he's off to BINTAN wif his fellow classmate n schmates. i will be gud. aniwae, he's returning tml. so it's still not so bad. met up wif de gurls ytd. as usual, they wanted to drink. but i cant drink. den they buy de vodka(absolute) n placed it in front of them. in de end bring hum drink. cos all scared buang outside. so we chatted happily. though it's jus a short one, i tink we're quite contented already. am i rite, gurls? but somehow, it wasnt so purfect. i'm missing my dear already. gonna mit up wif xuan again lata. gonna shop in town cos she wanna buy a SMALL heels. shan got a TINY one ytd. haha. okay. nth else liao. kana tagged by shan, so guessed i hav to do it bah.

Instructions:Take a look at your friends,then list up to 11 things you want to say to 11 different friends. DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation".Then tag five 5 people


person number ONE :
de most impt person in my life.
i lurve tis person n i noe tis person lurves me too. =D
we met in a veri farni way.
started a veri farni rs at first. but in de end we ended up together.
tis person dun appear like his age.(dat's wad most of de ppl saes)
he's cute in one way or another.(cos sometimes he'll sa jiao)
he has his temper.
he doted on me alot.
he's veri pro at "diao diao".
he's swit.
he's god-given.
(tink u noe hu u r hor?)

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person number TWO :
noe her since sec 1.
n she stays veri near me.(as mentioned in her blog)
she's de second youngest among de fives.
can sae is closer to me, cos she's always dere fer me.(i didnt sae de others not dere hor)
a PERFECTIONIST.(u shld noe hu u r already bah)
n i jus told her dat she's "kor tak".
her ambition is to be a nurse, n she's now on de pathway already.
i'm also worried fer her, cos she always sounded so bloody moody. s
he's like an angel wif not much of temper.(not ike me)
she lurves her family, especially her papa.(i dun)
she will try to tolerate everything.
she's fun to be wif.
n she lurves shopping.

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person number THREE :
also noe her since sec 1.
we r de closest.
at one point of time u can always see us together.
sometimes we fall fer de same guy, worst still, at de same time.(remember hu?)
damn emotional. can cry anytime, anywhr.
she lurves to sing also.(like me)
she lurve clubbing.
she lurves drinking.
she lurves shopping.
she's happily attached now n i hope she noes wad she wans eventually.
n she's a scardy cat. haha. but looks brave on de outside.

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person number FOUR :
noe her since sec 1 too.
craziest among de fives.(oops!)
joined de same cca as me.
smart arse.
she's attractive.
she's cute.
she's a glutton.
she eats alot but u will nv see her tummy. it's flat.(i'm jealous!)
she lurves shopping.
she's my "hubby" when i'm at my lowest point of my life.
she's simply lovely.

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person number FIVE :
noe her since sec 1 also.
weirdest among de fives.
n she's de baby, cos she's de youngest.
she's abit different frm us, or shld i sae veri different?
but she jus click wif us. maybe cos "-" n "+" attracts.
she lurves weird things. s
he lurves to make fun of ppl.
she hates to be on camera.
she kinda hate guys.(dunno y. haha)
she pretty also.( at least i tink she is)
she lurve dogs.
she lurves shopping too. =)

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person number SIX :
he used to be de lurve of my life.
now he's jus another guy whom i noe he existed.
he dun appear like his age too.( dunno y all de guys dat r wif me before or now all dun look like their age de)
he's swit though.
always surrounded by gurls.(conclusion : casanova)
popular among his mates.
has frens all over de place.(even in genting he met his fren)
he's fun to be wif.
cheerful.
veri optimistic towards everything.
nv give up on de things de wanted.

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person number SEVEN :
noe him thru one of my sistas.
he's a veri crappie person.
he lurves mahjong like i do.
he can nv be serious.
but he's a nice guy overall.
he clicks wif practically everyone.
he lurves scouting.
now he's into dragonboating.
he intro a grp of frens to me. all crappie like him. but all veri fun.
generous.
approachable.
male angel.

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shall end here. cos lazy to write so much liao. these few i mention is whom i considered impt, once impt, or able to make themselves be in some part of my life. so if u r one of de few mentioned, u r lucky. so faster go buy 4D ah. haha. de bolded shopping is our common interest. dat's wad linked us together fer 4 yrs plus. =D

erm.. ignore my previous post. i'm abit outta my mind den. now okay liao. cos..... i'm meeting my dar lata! n i haven eat dinner de. my stomach kinda grumbling like dere's no tml rite now. haha. nht beats meeting my dear. i'm contented jus to see him fer a while. =)

argh! i hate CIPs! they deprive me of seeing my dear dear. now i'm considered alone, cos i'm at hum, be mute. so sad huh. haix.. i reali miss him alot leh. actuali veri happie fer de whole dae de lor, cos after work can go find him liao den go "explore" de. in de end cannot mit. i noe he also veri sad. but i'm sure i'm sadder. *sobs* also dunno wad to update liao. ms gan is in a coma now. ms tan, ms ng n ms tay.. dunno wad's up wif them now. cos qute long nv see them liao. argh argh argh! SIAN AH!

haiya ya ya ya. i'm once again, office alone. eating my "beloved" tom yum noodle, sipping de "delicious" tom yum soup. haha. tis is life. cos i dread eating alone outside. i rather stay indoor n eat alone. well, not so bad after all. i can use de com n eat at de same time. bought chips. lata can munch also. bu cuo le la. haha. nth much jus cum here to complain abit bit. take carre ppl. gud luck fer those hu haven finish their papers. especially my sistas. after those irritating papers u'll be free liao k. so hang on!

cheers*

hmmm. tink shall update abit bah. been having frequent mood swings fer de past few daes. getting angry at everything. dunno y also. den caused alot of small tiffs between me n dar. dunno wad's got into me. i've been veri tolerant fer de past few mths. i tried not to be angry all de time. n almost everytime i could make it. but past few daes de devil jus got into me n kept on bugging me. *shrugs* i'm beginning to lurve marina promenade more n more. jus dat de cockroaches dere r detestable. i dun like them. but everything dere is jus so nice. haha. i went dere twice already. alone. cos i'm no happie. so to me, dat's de best place i can find. i can be alone, cry alone, tink alone, do everything by myself. no disturbance. uh huh.

sori dear. sori fer my mood swings. try to bear wif it alrite? i will try to be gud de k. =D

ytd, i went to pasir ris dat sakura restaurant to hav dinner. my colleague's treat. de food dere not bad. quite a spread. got jap style, n chi style one. den got lotsa seafood n desserts also. eat until damn full. i ate alot of dessert. de strawberry inside got whit chocolate dat one lor. damn nice. so i ate abt 10 plus liddat. dunno exactly how many i ate. but i noe it's many. den they sae i got swit tooth. haha. bingo. i do hav it. den dear veri gud. he came all de way to pasir ris to fetch me. so happie. cos de dae before didnt get to see him cos i fa pi qi. den i bought a bag also. those weaved one. i've been looking fer one fer quite long liao. not veri ex den is not nice one. den i saw one i like de, price also reasonable, so i jus buy lor. cos dunno when will go back dere again le ma. de usual price was 18, but i paid onli 15 fer it. i dunno y also. haha. maybe they got some discount or sth bah. dat's abt it le. oh ya! i'm dwn wif serious flu, sore throat n cough! wad de hell. it's been daes since i've seen a doc n on medication. instead of getting betta, i got cough in de end. actuali dun hav one. but my colleague keep coughing in front of me. so i caught de virus too. damn sad. tink every one will get in liao. cos de office so enclosed.

todae, went kbox wif xuan, wei koon, ben n edwin. it's been SO SO LONG since i met up wif koon already. reali missed him so much man. haha. didnt change much though. still as boyish as eva. lol. tis small little gathering is nice. haha. but i always see xuan, ben n edwin one. so nth special abt meeting them. lol.

*sistas, i miss u gurls alot alot. especially ms ng n ms tay. cos it's been zillion yrs since i've met u two. shans n xuan still got mit up sometimes. haha. i jus met xuan todae. so.. after ur exams we go out somedae alrite.

*dear dear. i lu rve u. n i always will.... =)

i am bored bored bored bored bored to death le la......

help! i'm dwn wif de stupid flu virus n dat stupid virus caused me to hav sore throat. doc sae i super sensitive to smoke n dust now. so ppl, if u go out wif me, pls protect me frm all de harmful smoke n dust k? haha. one more thing. de aircon in my office. doc sae i cannot tahan de temp, cos it's super cold. dat's y i constantly got block nose. BUT......... haha. i'm wearing dear dear's jacket now. so warm! heh heh. i lurve my dear! <3

sistas.. sori abt todae. i dun tink i can make it fer de zi cha todae liao. cos all de food u all wanna eat i cant eat one. if not i'll jus die tml. haha. so it's either u gurls go ahead without me or wait till nxt mth den we go eat lor. haha. den it'll be on me alrite. hope to see u all soon. =)

kuai le yao zi ji qu xun zhao,

xing fu xu yao liang ren qu zhen xi.

i miss my dear dear.

haix.. i'm alone in de office again. n gonna hav lunch alone too. shall hav cup noodles bah. dun nid so ma fan liao. lata... after work... dunno got whr to go. cant mit my dear todae, cos he's going to a fren's gran's wake. leaving me alone. *gurmbles* so i've asked ms tan wanxuan to go chill somwhr after dat. but dere's not a confirmation reply frm her yet. n if she's going, mr alan is going too. maybe i shall jus go chill alone huh? maybe being alone is not dat bad bah. see how la. if not jus go hum n lock myself in de room. eat, shit n urine inside dere. how great. HAIX............. wad a dae. i'm gonna miss him alot. fer one whole dae i cant see him. i've nv done dat before, seriously speaking.

i've nth to do in de office todae, again. wad de hell. dunno they employ me fer wad lor. i reali dun understand sia. all i do is read read n read. luckly i took a book ytd. if not i'm jus gonna rot n die my way here. argh. so damn fucking sian de can! can some kind soul go out wif me todae?????? i'm reali bored!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lerh xindi ah lerh xindi. y r u grumbling away dwn here. dun u hav something betta to do? go shopping urself la. go chill urself la. y nid ppl to pei u. cant u be abit more independent??? wake up ur ideas la. nobody is free enuff to pei u go fool ard alrite. at least they dun hav time now. all busy... dunno busy wif wad... jus noe dat they r busy.. busy busy little bees. not like you hor. after work so free liao. u understand anot??!!

yes yes angel. i understand le la. stop toking nonsense already can. i had enuff of it liao!!!

sori ppl. haha. i'm abit crazy now due to boredom. so i'm actuali toking to myself if u didnt get it. i'll be fine alone.

cheers,
cyNdy

hmmm. finali. FINALI.. i hav sth meaningful to blog abt liao. haha. todae is de first dae of de singapore fireworks festival. yupps. i went wif dear todae cos we didnt noe whrelse to go. we reached marina promenade at ard 7 liddat. n managed to find a place to sit n wait. we tot it will start at 8 la. but in de end start at 9. den dear keep dwn dere complaining. haha. but i tink de wait was worthwhile lor. cos it's jus rite infront of us. we choose dat place was perfect la. reali damn perfect. i've nv seen fireworks dat close to me. so i enjoyed it damn much. tis is actuali my first time watching fireworks wif my bf out of my 17 yrs of life la. abit pathetic i noe. but at least i did dat todae already. keeping my fingers crossed, praying hard dat EVERY SINGLE YR i'll get to watch it wif him. yes HIM. my dear. phoon chee keong onli. oh ya. i tink i saw a shooting star ytd u noe. at lim bang park. cos it's sth veri bright flew pass de sky. dun assume dat it's an aeroplane alrite. i noe how to differentiate. aeroplane de lights will flicker de. fer all de time also. but dat bright bright thing onli shone once. haha. but i was too retarded to make a wish at at veri minute. so i turned to dear, told him dat i tink i saw a shooting star. haha. n he doubt me. but in de end ask me got make a wish anot. haha. dat's when i realise i haven make my wish yet. so i asked him " huh? de thing disappear liao still can make wish meh? make liao will cum true anot? " lol. dat was how stupid i am. but somehow. i tink in my life, i'm clever fer once. dat's when i choose my dear to be my dear. ya. haha. dat's abt it le bah. nth much.

* dear dear, reali veri happie todae. xie xie ni! without u by my side, i dun tink i'll be dat happie le bah. lurve u! <3