yupp. happie chinese new yr! todae is de second dae of new yr n i'm staying at hum blogging. y? all thanks to my brother! he's sick. so make us cannot go anywhr. wad de hell. damn bored de lor. no mahjong play oso. walao. i bored until my brain cannot work. i dunno wad to type. alrite. dat's all fer now. shall cum again if i hav sth else.

oh my god! wad a GREAT news on de second dae of new yr. dat's so COOL huh. i almost fainted. i shant tok much cos it's nerve wracking. my blood vessels too weak liao. i scared will bao xue guan.

woohoo. ytd was a great dae. went back to sch fer de gong xi raya concert. yupp. was suppose to mit my honey n xuan at 9am de. but due to de missed buses, i reached dere at 9.3o liddat. but xuan as even lata den me. she jus woke up when i hav left my hse. she's owaes de late coming queen. dat pig. ya lor. den had breakfast wif honey, james n weitat before going into de sch. alot of ex-dunearnites went back too. some went into 3-mths course. den some like me liddat no work if not quitting soon. if not jiu shi working lor. haha. den met mr beh. he actuali gave us an ang bao each. dat's so swit of him rite. den met my sweeties(juniors) pei qi n charlotte. i shant tok abt de performance cos it's like a flop. ya. den went to bugis cos de guys, namely ben n edwin wanna buy pants. but we went to arcade in de end. had lotsa fun dere lor. den went to find food to eat cos edwin didnt hav his breakfast. wanna eat soeul garden de but waited so long oso not our turn. so i suggested going to marina eat yuki yaki. so we went dere. we luff, we eat n we play like mad kids. lol. but dat was so fun lor. play zhong ji mi ma. den whoeva lose mus eat de multi-flavoured ice cream. lol. i'm quite lucky i can sae. cos i onli kana once. haha. den walked ard ms find their pants lor. OH YA!!! ebase got tis veri veri shuai de guy. tall. handsome. nice voice. so purfect lor. we tot shuai de guys voice not nice one. but tis one surely is an exception. he's argh... almost knock me out wif his shuai-ness. muahahaha. shall go dere more nxt time. yupp. n we went separate waes after dat. de two guys went hum n we headed fer somerset to mit germaine. we tot we were late but germaine was lata. so me, xuan n honey was sitting on de floor having a nice chat while waiting fer germ lor. den walk walk wait fer shan to knock off. actuali wanna hav reunion dinner together de. but by de time shan knock off all of us were damn tired le lor. no energy. so we jus head fer hum. but de whole dae was enjoyable la. hmm. tml is chinese new yr le. happie new yr!

haiyoyo. dat idiot sis of mine chui wo update. - . - cant she see de date of my latest entry? it's like 23rd u noe. jus two daes onli lor. somemore ytd went m'sia. come back late le ma. how to update sia. nvm. shall update FER HER todae. yupp. like i sae, i went johor ytd wif xuan, shan n shan's mum. dere damn nice to shop lor. sometimes de things cheap until dunno like wad liddat. den i bought a blue colour shades n some food. i didnt reali spend much lor. not like shan. i reali so xian mu her. she bought a levis jacket. damn chio one. veri ex also. it's abt 1oo plus SGD. RM is 3oo plus liddat. so cool man. ya lor. den we head fer hum le lor. but de mama sae wanna buy ba gua. den shan go wif her. leaving me n xuan on de streets waiting. but got somethings i didnt mention de la. cos lazy to explain so much. ya. den xuan was shifting de things closer to us ma. den it was veri bulky. den got tis man walk pass. den he was like, "miss do u nid help to carry? can carry to my hse." wad de fuck. he treat us as wad ah. we so decently dressed lor.those ppl r terrible! terrible creatures! ya. den de mama came back wif two packs of ba gua. den she hid them inside de big bag. den at de singapore custom she kana caught. i dunno y they not suppose to bring ba gua back to singapore. ya lor. luckly no fine. den de officer take de pack of ba gua ask shan's mama to follow to de dustbin. den he pass her de pack ask her throw into de bin herself. wad freak sia. so lame lor. u noe? L.A.M.E? ya. but she heng. i told u guys she bought two packs. haha. onli one kana cheack until. so she still has one pack wif her. haha. ya lor. dat's abt it la. nth more le. i'm going to bai my grandma lata. xuan also going wif me cos lata we mus kinda rush to bugis buy her bedsheet den to marina square to do our manicure n pedicure. ya lor. it's kinda ex. somemore i doing nail art. god! it's a total of 7o bucks. my pay is like.. pathetic? dun even noe got 5oo anot. after deducting CPF la. sian 1/2.

hehehe. i'm so happie. i finali bought my beloved digital cam. it's de olympus de wif de odd shape dat one. n it's blue in colour which happens to be de onli colour they offered. wahahahaha. i didnt hav time to update blog ytd cos i was fiddling wif it fer de whole dae. yupp. cny is cuming. n sth came across my mind. dat time i sae before wanna hav tuan yuan fan wif her n xuan de. am i suppose to fulfil it since i haven cum to a decision? no decision means de relationship is still dere. but.. aiya. i dunno la. i see first bah. still got 4 daes liddat. maybe if i'm appease den i'll consider having de "reunion dinner".

freak. i'm being backstabbed!
by hu? u guys will noe soon. i
shant mention de name. god.
i cant believe tis is true alrite.
of all ppl.. y him? i jus dun
understand. is tis like setting
me up? if it reali is, den go ahead
alrite. i'm not going to give a
damn abt it. go ahead n
complain. but anyway, dun tink
ya will hav a chance to
complain abt me again. cos
i will hav nth to do wif u le bah.
gud rite. dun hav to be controlled
by me. u wan tok to hu also
can. wan complain to hu also
can. so free!

oh god! i had a bad dream
during my nap. guess wad.
i dreamt dat i was wif xuan
n ben. cos i was suppose to
mit up wif HIM fer sth. dunno
wad. den he msged xuan ask
them to leave before he
reach. den they were like
puzzled la. y mus they leave
lor. den xuan ask la. den
guess wad he replied? he
sae cos i wanna scold her
fer wad she did. den i was
like, wad de. wad wrong did i
do lor. so scary sia tis dream.
hope it doesnt come true.
dat's me. tink too much. den
ended up dreaming of tis
kinda of bad things. haix..
i rather not live.

i'm truely disappoint. n lost fer
words. i dun rem doing anything
over dere. all i did was turn
away to avoid eye contact when
i saw him. is tis wrong? is
tis giving attitude? am i throwing
my temper? can someone pls
tell me? told me to change my
temper. wad a joke huh? n tell
me to take care. HA HA HA. so
farni. when did he eva cares?

hohoho. i didnt go fer work
again. pro rite. lol. i'm so
proud of myself. i tink i'm
sacking them instead of they
doing dat sia. muahahahaha.
den i went shopping wif
xuan at bugis. walked frm
10plus till 6plus liddat den
head fer hum. went to
de guanyin temple to pray
pray. den saw tis palm
reading machine. i urge u
guys go try it. it's veri
veri true lor. den got tis
auntie who helps ppl do
palm reading de. but she
charging 20bucks fer it. so
me n xuan didnt try it. but
she got give us some pointers.
she sae i veri li hai spend
money de. WAH!! so true..
den she tell me mus wear
a ring on my right hand so
as to void unwanted spending.
so i did so. i bought a ring
which cost 40bucks! my god!
my heart aches man.. den
went ard combing de whole of
bugis wif a 1oobucks. can u
believe it! den bought a
top each. not bad la.
after such a long walk. my
legs r breaking! n my
wallet has a hole in it le. shit!
sad sad sad. spend like
nobody's business liddat.

so many things had happened
past few daes. mondae i took
leave go openhse wif xuan.
i knew things will happen if
i go dere. but i still went cos
i promised her. de moment
i stepped into de sch, i didnt
feel rite. i wanted to go off
already but xuan sae she
wanna take a look at de
course first before going off.
so i tot it was okay. we wont
so suay see him also ma. den
go lor. den we went to de
2nd level lor. i walked
infront. den suay suay he
jus inside de glass door.
my god. our distance is
jus a glass door apart.
n wad de hell. he jus rite
turn n look outside n i turned
to look inside. dat's how we
see each other. den i freak out
lor. den since dat eye contact
we keep seeing each other
everywhr. god damn it.
i bear wif it. i swollow my
tears. i hid my emotions.
den i walked outta de sch
myself. i nid peace to sort
out my tots. but i couldnt
get anything rite. i wonder
y. den we took a cab to
chinatown. on de cab i tot
of alot of things. alot of
flashbacks. same situation
one yr ago. left de sch. took
a cab. diff mood. den i
hum de song. de same old
song but diff meaning to
me. tis time sing is more
sad. cos i took note of de
lyrics of de whole song.
haix.... y cant i jus forget
it once n fer all. it's like
almost one yr le lor. n
i'm still liddat. wad de hell.
when can i eva walk out of
his shadow. when can i
live a life w/o his memories.
when can i gladly mention
his name in front of all
my frens. i dunno. seriously
i dun. such a failure. dere r
some other things which
happen la. but i dun wish
to mention it le. guo qu
jiu rang ta guo jiu.

argh! i hate *black black ppl*!
they shall be known as blacky
in tis entry. not man, but women.
they r fucking arsehole hu simply
has no brains to tink, no figure
to wear any beautiful clothes n
of cos no cb to fuck. they r FREAKS!
omg. toking abt them makes my
blood boils man. mouth big like fuck.
hands itchy like hell. damn it man.
alrite. it goes like tis. got tis blacky,
cum to faber forest. den saw tis
windbreaker at our shop. den she
took out all de sizes den in de end
give me tis shity reason. "oh.. tis it
too costly.." den she CONVENIENTLY
dropped back de windbreakers
she messed up. wad de fuck! u noe
how diff it is to fold it back anot.
den i bu shuang lor. BUT! not infront
of her okay. den she went in to
look ard in de shop. den saw tis
pouch. xuan was attending to her.
so i didnt bother until xuan asked me
abt de pouch. my mood was already
bad enuff lor. den i veri bu shuang
de lian to over. dat blacky bitch
didnt even sae anything den she
"forget it!" den walked off like
nobody's buisiness liddat.
freak lor! she hu ah. liddat give
me attitude. she tinks she
tourist den big la. we also human
okay. we surely deserves
sth more humane. not working 7
hrs a dae. 1 pathetic hr de lunch
break, having to compete wif
de other working ppl fer seats.
having to tolerate those
sickening arsehole wif no
compassion fer us. wad de hell.
tis is too much man. ya. on top of
dat rite, dat idiotic blacky go
complain abt me to her tourguide.
kkknccb. dat's too much! totali
too much. argh! i'm pissed.
i despise them. i hate them. oh god!

haha. i realise i veri long didnt
update le. so boring lor.
everydae slog like hell. den
mus tolerate customers.
tolerate supervisor. no ppl
also cannot slack. slack le
tio scolding. wad de fuck lor.
we go dere to work. not go
dere to zuo lao de lor. eat
also mus eat alone. do wadeva
shit also mus alone. like
bcum loner liddat. we wanna
work together is bcos got
company wad. den now de
situation liddat. together
also like alone liddat.
freaking hell lor. i dunno
how much longer i can hold
on. but i've been tolerating
all tis while. sometimes it's
totali unbearable. ARGH!
damn du lan them. assholeS!
n dat stupid kong ba bao
betta dun cum tok to me.
fat asshole. eat eat eat. can
go die la. fat like pig le still
eat so much. eat until she die
ah. tml still mus go work.
SIAN AH! if not fer weikoon
tml i sure dun wan go de lor.
damn stupid. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happie new yr 2oo6!!!!

my new yr resolutions:
- i wish i can find my mr right
- i wish my results will be acceptable
- i wish everyone will be happie
- i wish everything will go smoothly
- i wish my job will be more slack
- i wish i can get into de poly i desire
- i wish fer an mp3
- i wish fer a digi cam
- i wish my sistas will live happily
- i wish fer gud fortune

yeah. lotsa wishes. hope it comes
true one by one. yeah. i spent
de last min of 2oo5 n first min of
2oo6 at my marmi's hse. wif de
company of kor kor n shifu(yong an).
we had a veri enjoyable nite.
played mahjong tong . wah. damn
tired de lor. of cos not as tired as
marmi. work le go hum nv slp.
nxt dae go back work again. so
poor thing huh. like my hubby
sae, she rated tis yr as her worst
yr. i hav de same sentiments.
lotsa things happened. alot of ups
n downs fer me to overcome.
plus de big o's dat ended one mth
ago. yupp. learnt many many
lessons thru all these obstacles.
i've grown up n grown wiser.
n learn how to accept things in
wad they r. i've curb my temper.
n starting to be nice to everyone.
now also working le. in de service
line. haha. everyone seems to
doubt me. they sae "oh.. de
princess is working. how's dat
possible?" i'm gonna prove it
to them dat i'm no longer de
temperamental missy dat i
used to be. i'm gonna be gud.
but those hu r reali detestable,
i hav no choice but to hate
them. yupp.working aint easy.
it's tough. veri tough. but i'll make
2oo6 a veri meaningful, veri
chong shi one. =)