i noe i promised to blog abt germ's bdae. but i'm seriously too lazy to do it. haha. so if u all wanna noe de details abt dat dae, can visit shan's or germ's blog. they r de hardworking ones. but i suggest go see shan's blog. cos dere got all de behind-the-scenes things. hahaha. all i can sae is saturdae 27 oct o7 was a great dae fer de 7 of us!

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finali it's friday. it's time fer me to spend some LONG n QUALITY time wif my darling. fer de whole week i onli see him for like less den 10 hrs? which is so rare...... n i miss him so much dat i didnt wanna see him. haha. cos if i onli see him fer like an hr or so, i will kinda miss him more den eva. tis is damn pathetic to hav dat feeling. he's got a match todae. n i've a surprise fer him. *grins* tis weekend's gonna be SOOOOOOOOOOO short fer us. wif so many things to do. god, can u pls kindly give me more time everyday? like 48hrs? i tink it shld be enuff. =)

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was reali reali in a very very bad mood todae. frm de moment i woke up. wad a terrible PMS. nv felt tis way before. frm moring onwards, i've been looking so forward so after sch, so dat i can curl up in dear's arms n rant wadeva i hav. dat's y i was so pissed when dear said he'll onli be done ard 10pm. i needed ppl to be wif me. n shan happened to read my rants. so i asked her out to chill at coffeebean. it's been like yrs... since we went out to chill together. as in jus de 2 of us.. i'm kinda at peace now. after all de ranting. but dun eva mention wad happen todae to me. if not i'll jus go on n on scolding n hurling all de vulgarities i can tink of.

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tis post shall be full of rants n vulgarities. so fuck off if u cant stand it.

i'm fucking stuck in tis stupid 4 walls in sch. wif a freaking BLACK faci n ppl i dun like in my grp. i simply cant be bothered to do anything to contribute. fuck u if u gave me lousy grade. n i dun give a fucking shit abt wad u tink of me. cos i'm me. if i blardy hell accept wad u hav arranged, u fucking keep ur mouth shut n dun bother me wif ur nonsense. u r one stupid, dumb, BLACK, smelly, irritating FUCKER. oh.. maybe u dun deserve de nickname fucker. cos ur freaking husband might not find u attractive n wouldnt wan to fuck u aniwae. blardy hell go eat shit n die. ask questions ask question. so many questions to ask meh! stupid bitch. i've been like keeping my gold mouth shut cos i simply cant be bothered wif anything todae. YES! IT'S PMS! whether is it caused by dat anot, i dunno. i'm freaking feeling so dwn todae. n oh my lord! dear saes he has to do his dunno wad fucking project until 10PM! freaking 10PM when he actualli finished his lesson at 12PM! i wonder wad de fuck they r doing. HOW ON EARTH CANT U FINISH UR FUCKING PROJECT WITHIN 5 HRS! N HE THEY ACTUALLI NEEDED 10 FREAKING HRS TO COMPLETE IT. PRO HUH?! DOING SOME BIG PROJECT OR STH? OR WAD? it's like i nid u now, n u freaking tell me ur thing will end at 10 n den after dat u wll come find me. freaking after some dilly dally u reach my place like 10.45 or 11. n u r going off at 11.30. wad de hell? u tink it's fun? or u tink half an hr is enuff to soothe me?

another thing. i didnt wan to come to sch todae. SERIOUSLY I DIDNT WAN TO! n somebody, which is none other den Jasper, asked me to come jus fer de sake of 1 point. n i said no. but he kinda persuaded me until i said okay. waking up in de morning, i was damn damn reluctant to step dwn my bed. but de tot of promising someone dat u will be dere, i drag my body out of de comfy of my bed. n when i came to class, ppl was like telling me he wasnt coming. so i was like wad de fuck. he was de one hu asked me to come. n dere he was, NOT HERE! fuck u la! i jus wish i had a scissor or sth sharp wif me. so dat i can castrate him. i'm freaking serious alrite. hu r u to fucking ask me to come n u didnt turn up in de end. n he made me came all de way here when i didnt wan to. i'm freaking angry. dun even try to apologise. cos u fucking go eat ur own shit n get flushed dwn de toilet bowl!

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it's been agesssssssssss since i last updated my blog. my mood has been very cranky fer de past few days, or even 1 week. been quarrelling alot wif dear also. but nevertheless, he's still my love. jus hope everything goes on well well well fer us.

my bro has been complaining to me dat my dad is being bias. he says my dad is treating me betta. haha. it happens like tis. we'll be re-painting our hse soon. n den last sat they go choose de colour. i told my dad i wanted pale pink. so upon reaching dere, my dad suggested choosing my colour first (i wasnt dere). so they happily chose my colour. den it was my bro's turn. den my dad was kinda piss when my bro asked fer opinion. so in de end my bro anyhow chose one colour. so when they came back, my bro complained to me. n i told him, " u gotta rebel to get dat privilege." haha.

n ytd, i reached hum, i saw a kinder bueno chocolate lying in de fridge. i dunno hu's one. so i took n asked my dad whether i can eat anot. den he said it was kept fer me. =) i'm beginning to love him more.

sat is germ's tay 18th burthdae! finali she's legal to watch m18 movie n go clubbing liao. haha. it's gonna be nice on sat. =D update abt dat dae again.

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Last Friday

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seriously, nobody understands me well enuff. sometimes i do get tired of living.

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I understand you
And I see how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
(kope frm shanling)

above 3 stances clearly explains wad i'm feeling now.

i will definitely be fine... =)

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haha. got de YMCA upload to my com liao. here is it.

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hmmm. had a fantastic dae wif de gurls on saturday. yupp, gurls ONLY. was a bit emo cos i reali miss dear damn much. but still, i hav to go mit them. n no guys was allowed was de problem. well, fine then. =) shopped ard far east plaza, den de hungry monster ms ng complained dat she was damn hungry cos she didnt hav lunch. n she craved fer de heeren wanton mee, WHICH I JUS HAD. =.= haha. but we still went, i didnt hav it again though i reali lurve it. n shan practically went on a shopping spree. she went in to every shop n bought like almost one thing frm every shop la. n she saes it's fer sch. n all of them r shopping fer sch. which i reali dun understand y they mus do dat. starting of sch is jus another sch dae wad. y mus buy new thing leh? walao. 1 yr got 2 sem leh. shop before de sem start meh. shop until u bankrupt ah.

so, after all de shopping n eating, we decided we wan to find a play to sit n play. so "mind cafe" was our choice. all seats reserved, so we can onli play frm 8.30 to 10.30 lor. it was damn fun! i forgot wad's de game's name, but it's sth to do wif pronounciation.

"Ham A Sing Disc Hoover He"
"Pea Poo"

LOL. we r suppose to guess wad's de correct word, phrase or sentence. den we luffed like mad la. cos de way we put it is damn farni. after all de playing n luffing, xiuhui's hand was "itchy" fer mahjong. so we went over to shan's hse to play. den we crossed over to YMCA dere to take bus. den we started singing de YMCA song when we saw it. den stupid germ, urged us to do de YMCA letter's. n we did it. worst still, faizal actuali saw us when is dad's car drove past dere. but luckly he didnt see us doing de letters. he onli saw us luffing away like a bunch of siaocharbor. n we reali had fun playing fer de whole nite.




sth's troubling me since ytd. but i dunno how to put it in words. jus hope u will be more understanding. n one more thing, de "wet wet" thing is not saliva or yan lei or wadeva. it's tears..

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WHOA! todae is a veri happening dae. cos de "Hey Gorgeous" crew came RP to film. n de special guest was Mi Lu Bing! oh my god i simply went gaga over Sam can! he's damn cute la. i saw him face to face like onli 1m away? n dasmond koh also veri shuai. saw fiona n ben also. so cool man! but de winner of the Mr n Ms Gorgeous jus sucks. damn ugly can. wad de hell.

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i'm getting along betta n betta wif my classmates now. my class is getting more n more noisy also. it's more n more like W35M already. dat's a gud thing. hooray! todae talked alot with Gynette n Vivien. chatted abt guys n gurls n rs. haha. it was real gud. let pictures sae everything. pictures time.

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haha. i was bored. so i decided to find out wad would be written on my tombstone or wadeva. so tis is wad shld be writtenn dere. it's saes dat i dies with gluttony. but i dunno wad is de real meaning of gluttony, but dere's a very very familiar word inside, which is de word "glutton". so i guessed i died bcos of being a glutton. n it saes i would be terribly missed by Kid Rock. well, i dunno hu de fuck he or she is. haha.

How Long Until You Get Married?

You will get married ...

6 to 10 years from now

alrite. enuff of my nonsense. wahahahaha.

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it's october already. so damn fast huh.. like one yr gonna past. last fri was me n dear de 1 and half years. fast hor? =D didnt reali celebrated it la. jus ate dinner n walk ard. at LOT1. hmmm. dinner was of cos betta den usual. we had our dinner at the hong kong cafe. yupp. it was nice n satisfying. i jus love my baby! muacks!

met up wif de gurls (except xuan n alan) to play mahjong again. haha. nv failed to entertain me. or rather i was de one entertaining them fer de whole nite. dat stupid hui la. keep triggering me to sing some oldies songs. those "cha cha rum bo" songs u get it? LOL. but it was fun though. cos she sang along wif me too. ahhaha. n den i keep doing funny actions also. duno y, but i jus feel like being retarded jus then. being ard wif them is jus so comfortable dat i can simply do anything or sae anything n i noe they wouldnt be angry or wadeva. haha. they might luff at my actions, but i noe they wont spread it to other ppl. haha.

jus now had a webcam session wif retarded germaine. it was so damn funny la. i suggested having a competition, see hu can make de most ugly face. LOL. no doubt, I WAS DE WINNER! muahahahaha. she can nv beat me to it. >.< call me de champion of making funny faces. =D

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