well, i sort of ditched my blog for 4 mths. dats becos i tink dere's nth worth mentioning. everything is so erm.. arranged? like a routine. wake up.. go work.. knock off.. go home.. slp! n everything repeats itself all over again. im so damn sick of it man. =.= i wanna work at omocha. at least there's ppl to talk to me when i work, at least i face toys most of de time instead of uncles n bangalas, at least i can guang ming zheng da use internet, at least i can slack when there's nobody in de shop, at least i hav really nice bosses! so many at least.. money is nv enough for me. i seriously dunno why. maybe i shld really quit catching toys. but it's so addictive like smoking. will hav withdrawl symtoms if i stop doing wad i like doing. screw it.
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had a bad weekend. was so pissed off today until i slept through de whole aftn. i hate it when i dun get wad i wan. so reflect on dat. im not de one dat's gonna reflect. is you.. yes you.. pls dun tell me u wanna study cos i noe u are not doing it. everyday i hear de same thing, but i dun see u doing it. if holding a book n sitting in front of de tv is studying, den go ahead. i noe wad it's like to sit in front of de tv with a book. i've done dat myself all de time. when i say i wan to play means i wan to play. dun tell me other things. nth will go into my brain. REFLECT!
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i really hate working. so much until i wish i jus died somehow so dat i dun hav to work. i hav to courage to kill myself, so i will nv commit suicide. maybe i'll jus slp to death. i hate to work!!!

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