whahahahahahahahahha. todae i had such a great dae man. was luffing n luffing. non stop. *sneeze* ouch! my tummy hurts sia. gonna hav six pac soon. lol. nv gonna eat filet burger again. i will luff non stop again. haha. so buang at mac sia. den came across "samuel n kelvin" shop. gt sale. haha. den bought a top. same as xuan. we bought da same one. quite nice. duh. wad am i toking. nt nice i will buy meh. lol. yeah. den liddat lor. nth else le bah. tml eileen's bdae. going kbox. rite. gonna enjoy myself. =)

rite. a new blogskin to suit my feelings. hmmm.
nth much happens todae. eye discomfort onli lor.
aiya. red until dun wan red liao. use to it le.
den erm.. cos of tis i pon mock exam. =X oh ya.
was pissed of by a jezebel jus now. sae wad wanna
slap me. cum if u dare man. i'll make ur life real
miserable. rite. i shall nt tok much abt tis topic.
cos i promised nt to do anithing unless u cum n
irritate. i shall honour my promise. well. shall tok
abt him abit. didnt tok to him fer quite some time
cos was so busy wif sch. at nite online he wasnt
here. so didnt hav any chance to tok lor. den finali
todae gt some time liao. sae a few sentence den nv
tok liao. okay fine. i shall nt care so much. maybe
i shld jus delete all his contacts n jus live my life
alone huh? isnt dat a betta wae? betta den staying
frens? seventeen saes. fifteen waes to forget ur ex.
one of it was [dun agree to stay frens]. true. i
regretted staying frens. making my life more
miserable onli. haix. dunno la. maybe onli a new rs
would heal tis stabbed wound. i dunno. seriously i
dunno how i can recover frm it. candy mi tinks i am
forgetting abt him. hahs. she didnt noe. she dun.
suan le. i'm nt going to remind myself abtmall tis
unhappie things. will onli tink abt e happie moments
we hav. n i shall live wif those
memories.

wakao! todae was damn pissed off by dat stupid idiotic mdm leow! she ah. ownself cum frm kampong den jealous of e singapore girls lor. rite. it goes liddat. we doing our chem tut worksheet. den gt tis stupid cricket suddenly flew in frm da window. wad de fook. it flew towards me n xuan. den it landed on my blouse. rtie! i was freaking out. den dat stupid idiot leow ah sae wad singapore girls owaes liddat abit abit den scared. den sae she's waiting to see me cry.
fine. so i cried fer her to c lor. i cried. den i cant stop. cos i tot of him. dat time saw a cockroach when i was wif him. den i freak out oso. budden he was wif me. n he oso assured me dat he'll be dere wif me so dat i wont be scared. but now he wasnt here. so i tot of tis n i cried non stop. kaes. i'm weak. so? i'm born tis wae wad. e min i came into tis world i'm well-protected. i live in a damn farking bug-free flat. nv do i hav to be worried abt having a bug flying towards me okay. but wad is tis idiot sch man. dirt. bugs. freaking teacher. wad's tis man. i had enuff of tis man. relai enuff lor. plus tonns n tonns of homewrk. it's killing me! last time i could pull thru all bcos u r dere fer me. but u arent now. haix. i noe dere's no point fer me to tink abt all tis things. cos i noe it wont be da same anymore. haix.



hmmm. todae oso klass photo-taking dae. but i dun tink it'll look nice. cos i took it wif my eye red. argh. of all daes y todae. howeva. was quite glad dat lim weiliang appeared in da pic todae! lol. once in a million yrs man. shall be a v memorable pic as tis is our last yr in sch. i swear i'll nv return to dat sch again after i've gotten my results! NEVA NEVA NEVA NEVA NEVA!!! argh. nah mind. luckly i gt my kai xin guo. haha. tok to him is enuff to cheer me up. hehe. =) i shant disclose hu izzit. bleahx!

my baobei! haha. nephew. cute rite cute rite? hahaha. wo de jiao ao okay. 

i jus read xiu hui's blog. touching. i cried. y? cos i purfectly understands how she feels losing someone she lurves most. i've been thru it oso. hui ah. at least u noe he did it fer ur gud. dun so sad la. =) smile more kaes? i miss ur smile. let nature takes its course bah. cheers okay!

hahahaha. tis pic v memorable de hor. gt mdm leow inside. rare u noe. pic taken in da chemistry lab. tis is to prove dat we gt do practical! lol. 

me n faizal. pic taken in da ava after our lit lesson. faizal ish my best fren. yeah. 

taken wif our "most supporting klass" prize. xuan(klass chair person) holding it. 

tis klass pic was taken in klass. muahahahhaa.  

hahaha. tis is me n xuan in our traditional costume. stunning rite? lol.  

oh yeah. nth much to report todae. jus received a shocking news todae. she was devastated. i didnt feel well too. haix. too many ups n dwns in tis world le bah. one setbacks after another. one person after another. hmmm. wadeva it is. mus be strong okay. we'll be by ur side. =D oh ya. sheng yum sold me his mp3 player liao. looks nice. haha. budden he give me da player without da usb cable. den cant charge. wad de. haha. den e player place dwn dere so tempting but cant use. sians. haha. k la. nth le. buaix peeps.

wahhahaha. todae i had such a great dae in sch. lol. todae sch gt racial harmony dae celebration ma. den my whole klass wore traditional costume!!! WHOLE KLASS okay. den we won da most supportive klass award sia. three cheers fer 4e4!! yeah! =D haha. behind all tis happiness gt sacrifices de okay. ytd bcos we wanna persuade weiling wear den make a din in klass. den make mdm zaharah so anrgy dat she cried. den she wan da whole klass to get outta klass. haha. we nv repent lor. still outside take pic den make noise. macham fun liddat. haha. it's fun. =X den xuan(chairman) n salbiah(vice-chairman) was ask to go in tok to her. in e end they cum out cry. wad de sia. scare us to death. but mdm zaharah gt tok to us lor. hope her words will wake us up huh? yupps. nevertheless. todae was a happie n memorable dae fer 4e4 thruout our 4 yrs in dunearn bah. rite 4e4? yeah man! dat's da spirit. 4e4 spirit nv dies! haha. macham energizer ah. yepps. oh ya. we took alot of pics todae sia. reali alot lor. haha. wif da chers, frens. haha. fun leh. n we took wif mdm leow oso! RARE u noe. whahahha. wad a dae man. i reali lurved tis dae. last yr in dunearn. made a "name" fer 4e4. hooray! 4e4 spirit shall live 4eva. long-live 4e4! ;)



p.s. u guys look great todae wif ur traditional costumes!

yeah. my klass foto. haha. almost half da klass. 

yupps. me n yue er. n muai bdae cake oso. 

hahahahahhaa. tis is me n weikoon! e xiao shuai ge in my klass. =X lata he whack me. haha. tis was taken on sat. after tonning. we dun look buang. do we? haha. still energetic. 

yepps. tis is me n my god bro. haha. younger bro. =pPp 

haha. tis pic is nice man. behind five guys r PART of da jokers in our klass. (frm left) lawrence, sheng yum, zhen feng, jaya n mas. in front is jas, me n xuan lor. cute rite? lol. 

haha. tis was taken at e bbq. da seven 1e5 gurls. wif two missing unfortunately. they cant make it. 

haha. todae tues. nth much happen. shall post some fotos lata huh. yup. tutorials tutorials n tutorials. 3 or 4 more mths to graduation. hurray! i swear okay. i swear dat e last dae before i leave dat f*ing sch. i'm gonna make those bitches' life miserable! real miserable. humph. try me man.

haha. realise i didnt blog as often as last time. cos i'm lazy. haha. yupps. kinda had a great time ytd playing pool. rite. 4 hrs of it. wif james, weitat, ee cheng, sherwin, shawn. oh ya. n jackson oso. he joined us after his bball game. hmmm. all i can sae is interaction will make a person change their opinion abt someone. haha. xuan sure happie cos i said tis. rite sis? haha. actuali intended to go town ytd de. cos long long time nv go liao. den wear until nice nice go mit xuan at lot1. in e end she sae wanna join them. den i was like. diao.... okay lor. haiya. she happie jiu hao la. nowadaes bei na ge hun dan make until so unhappie. if going out wif them will make her happie i dun mind la. wad r frens fer rite. rite. den we went arcade oso. haha. played time crisis. fun sia. alrite. oh ya. he hurt himself ytd during da soccer match again. haix. when can he like nt injured himself when he play soccer sia. suan le la. sae him he oso lan lan. now oso mei you zi ge go guan xin ta. jus hope dat he can be more careful lor. wad more can i sae. haix. nth more to sae le la. gotta go do my hw le. sians. =( reali miss him veri veri much. haix................

yup. tis is frm him. my bdae pressie. all i wanna sae is " i reali thank u fer cuming all e wae to pasir ris despite ur busy schedule. when shan sae ya nt cuming i was reali disappointed. but when u appear in front of me, i was surprised. n shocked oso. but i thank god fer all tis surprises. " 

yupps. i'm back blogging! after such a long long time. lol. rite. now i shall write a reccount on wad had happened tis few mths. tis is a direct reccount hor. exactly how i'm feeling at dat point of time. wad i wanna write oso la.


seventeen. june . 2005
haix. tis is da first time dat we mit after we broke up fer like 2 mths? oh! it's exactly 2 mths. ytd cant slp. cos of todae. ytd slept ard 4 plus liddar. den keeo waking up. butterflies in da stomach at e tot of meeting him. cant control myself at all. i tot i could still be brave and treat him as a fren. e fact is i cant at all. wo zuo bu dao. xuan sae cos i still havent accept da fact dat we hav broken up. well, maybe bah. hmmm. saw him. didnt speak at all. NEVER! and he changed alot. nt e him dat i used to noe. haix. xin hao tong. once again, i cant control my tap. i tried to pretend i'm alrite, nth happen. but i jus cant.



eight. july .2005 (my bdae!!)
yeah. my sweet sixteen bdae. hahaha. had a bbq party at pasir ris park. firstly. thanks everyone hu turn up. hope ya peeps had fun. oh ya n all da presents!! haha. v fun wor. eat n plae. hmmm. at first shan told me he couldnt cum de. den i was v disappointed lor. but he did wished me happie bdae at e strike of twelve. so wasnt so bad afterall. haiya. mus understand him ma. he busy wif performance. v tired de. den shan n ujin came ard 11 plus liddat after e family dinner. rite. glad dat they still came. reali. another surprise is they brought him along!! reali tot he nt cuming de lor. didnt expect them to give me such a surprise though i gt tot abt it before la. all my mei mei's idea. aniwae. i understand ur ku xin. thanks! haha. but i drink "a lil" before dat. so i was a bit outta my mind. dunno wad de hell i was doing. k. can sae went bonkers. lol. but i wasnt drunk! reali wasnt! den another surprise is e "jade necklace". haha. it's frm him of cos. totali unexpected. was in a daze after dat. shocked. "wo shi zui hou yi ge gei ni li wu de ren" walao. heart melt! haha. den whole nite i didnt slp. ton. but he, shan n ujin tired den slp liao. dere cold lor. so windy. haix. worried he catch a cold. den take my class t go let him cover. hope he doesnt catch a cold. yupps. den reali enjoyed my dae. wif all my gud frens they all. oh ya. suddenly realise in my wishlist i sae celebrate my bdae wif him. well. indirectly it is la. mus be satisfied le. he so busy still cum. haix.



past few daes...
ya. jus had my chi o'level oral on mon. holy sia. e conver so damn diff. prepare to score low liao. passage was alrite lor. haha. useless me almost had a nervous breakdown man. macham idiot. wait n wait fer his gud luck msg. tot it could boost my courage abit. in e end i zi shen zi mie. wad de. nah mind. it's over. hmmm. nth more le bah. rite. tata. shall update again tml. take care huh. u oso.