muahhahahhaa. prelims finali over lo. howeva.
it marks da cuming of o's. whahaha.
my prelims results was like oh my god.
flunk it like hell man. but i still dun care.
i dun give a damn. i shall jus do wad i wan. hmm.
haha. busy playing pokemon nowadaes lor.
dat's y so long nv update.
oh ya! something so damn farni happen todae u noe!
gt tis grp of gurls ah..
took de wrong bus oso dunno.
wanted to go lot1 de but ended up at westmall.
lol. den they took mrt lor.
4 person, none knew dat they took wrong bus. lol.
alrite. shall stop luffing at ppl. so bad of me. yeah man.
currently hooked onto majong. hahaha.
gt win gt lose. so it's okay la. now i bcum pro liao okay.
frm dunno bcum noob. den frm noob bcum pro.
muahhahahha. cum challenge man. ;) ya ya. wad else?
oh ya. we planning fer gradustion tour.
dunno go whr leh. wan go far. some ppl cant.
go malaysia sae dangerous. diaos.. hard to please ppl.
hahaha. koon sae gt lobang. 4o plus 5o liddat go
malaysia still gt seafood eat. wahahhaha. may cinsider
if gt alot of ppl go la. hehe.

hmm.. time flies. prelims ending soon le wor. haha. but it means dat o's is cuming!! but after dat bcum free again. wahahaha. todae after poa paper den went town wif xuan, shans, ben n edwin. den ujin after dat den cum find shans. haix.. he's de root to my troubles i realise. everything was alrite before he came. de moment he came.. suddenly asked one thing. "eh. u all gt hear before de stone n muah chi story anot ah?" wad de hell. of cos gt la. dat was da first thing dat he told us. u sae gt hear before anot leh? nvm.. wo ren.. den go mac sit n chit chat cos shan's leg pain. den dat xuan ah.. suddenly tok abt panadol. den link to colin(a cat). sets me reminded of him again. wad de.. i had enuff of it gurl. dere's a limit to everything alrite. dun drive me to my grave okay? haix.. wad cums ard goes ard. dat time me, him n shan took 174 go hum. todae me, shan n ujin took 174 go hum too. it's a cycle.. now i noe y science owaes sae lifecycle. like idiot liddat.

wah. so long nv update i dunno wad to write sia. haix. mood nowadaes veri cranky. god noes why. got happiness n unhappiness. natural bah. in de mist of prelims. which means o's is veri veri near. can count de. haix. y i still so bu zheng qi. still slacking when everyone is so busy mugging. i dunno why! seriously i dunno why! can someone pls tell me why??!! haix. i wish i'm dead. den i'll return to de paradise god had prepared fer me. den i'll be happie owaes. no exams. no lurve. no frets. no saddness. no nth. i shall spend my time playing wif those angels. freedom fer me. haix... wake up frm ur dream cyndy. u noe it's impossible rite. face de reality la. xian shi shi hen can ku de. but u dun hav a choice! so u betta wake up n strive thru. merely few mths left. endure a bit more den u'll be free okay. jia you. yupp. jia you. cannot fang qi. if nt den all my efforts go to waste le. mus jia you wor.

hmmm. todae second dae of prelim liao. tml practical. freak la. still haven start studying yet. die liao die liao. haiya. cum to tink of it. die den die lor. u tink i will care meh. i gt sth to sae.

I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME
I LURVE ME

well. i'm happie. tears of joy maybe? i will be strong. but sori. i wont agree to be frens. tis is too much fer me to take. finali survive tis ordeal. dun wanna fall apart again. i dun wan hist to repeat itself. i prefer things to remain tis wae. betta fer u n me. hmmm. maybe somedae after o's den me n xuan mit up wif ya to catch up bah. take carre.

hmmm. suddenly feel like blogging. to express my feelings. haix. tot alot when i hav free time. sometimes will recall da times when we together. reali so happie. dat time i reali took things fer granted. got him owaes be my side didnt reali treasure. owaes tot dat tis is wad i deserve. ren jiu shi zhe yang. shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi. now he oso gt stead liao. no point holding onto him oso ma. if i reali lurve him den should let him go. if he's happie den i'll be happie liao. life still goes on fer da both of us. jus dat his is abit more lively. cos gt partner. i tink she's a lucky gurl. cos he's reali a nice stead. breakup is normal in a rs. so i wont blame him fer tis breakup. n ppl, pls dun judge a book by it's cover okay. he's nice. fereva nice. well, i'll jus let those beautiful memories dat he gave me, play on. i'm sure it's gud enuff to add colours in my life. even until i found my another half. tis is my first step into a rs. a beautiful lesson fer me. a beautiful experience oso. =) i reali wanna zhen xin de go zhu fu them. but jiu shi biao da bu chu lai. haix. sad lor.

nest ah. treat ppl gud okay. dun let ppl dwn again. dun bcos of small things den quarrel. n dun bcos of tis nv eat nv slp. dui shen ti bu hao de. mus take care. i'm sure she'll take care of u oso. =) sometimes mus rang de. no matter how unreasonable. dun owaes sae quarrel will bond more. craps okay. certain amt maybe still will work. too much will nong qiao fan zuo. rem hor. sincerely wish ya two happie. =) take carre.

*haha. sae so much. oso dunno he will cum c anot. i rem wad i said before. suan le la. leave it to fate lor.

haha. my hubby wans me to blog. so i blog. hmmm. went to chinese garden todae. da lantern fest tingy lor. ex sia. 13 bucks go in walk few hrs jus to c some stupid animal moving like tortise. kinda regretted going lor. sian. now leg pain like hell. but saw tis "tang hua" tingy. it's made frm honey. den use da honey to draw a pic. can eat de leh. taste like malt candy. dat's all. oh ya. saw tis byatch todae. hair like siao cha bor. skirt short like por lok kuay. god! i shant sae anymore. wanna puke liao lor. totali like shit. yucks! turns me off. onli ppl wif stamps on da eye will fall fer her. 15 yrs old like 51 yrs old liddat. like fcuk. alrite. tio dua by my bro. but thank god he didnt go dere waste his money la.

hahaha. stayed overnite at xuan's hse ytd. purely cos i was lazy to go hum. budden he dad like nt happie. i scared. actuali wanted to go hum at ten de. budden she ask me give her mian zi. okay lor. i stayed fer her sake. but i was totali reluctant. den we watched vcd n cook maggie mee. duh. she so damn lazy. go limbang buy cup noodle so fang bian she dun wan. sae cook her self. den i wash e utensils. in e end is all i do. den she onli help out a bit. pig sia she. den moring earli earli de parents wake up liao. dad go work. duh. veri noisy. den i wake up liao. sad leh. haha. nxt time ah. her parents nt at hum de i go over stay. cos reali cannot tahan e father. owaes ask them study study de. i hear liao oso pek chek. nabey.

hmmm. let me do a reccount huh. * scratch head* whr am i suppose to start? haix.. been trying veri veri hard to accept da fact dat i've lost him totali. n i've been doing it well oso. so it's nt a veri bad thing though. dat fri.. [2 sep] i cant slp. den i tink shan called or i called her bah. den chat fer a while. after we hang up i go bring out dat memo box to hav a look. i tot it wont affect me animor. but it still did. i read da lettas i've written. da wrds dat i wanted him to noe. da lyrics he's written fer me. i cant hold back me tears animor. so i jus cry my heart out.

*dang wo mei yi ci wei ni ku de shi hou, wo dou hui ji de ni yao wo da ying ni de shi. ni yao wo da ying ni cong ci bu zai wei ni ku. wo chang shi le. ke shi wo zuo bu dao. dan shi. xian zai zuo bu dao bing bu dai biao yong yuan zuo bu dao. wo hui zuo dao wo da ying ni de shi. bu hui bu shou nuo yan de. suo yi mei dang wo ku, wo jiu dui zi ji shuo zhe shi zui hou yi ci. wo hui dui zi ji zhe yang shuo, zhi dao wo neng zhen zhen zuo dao wei zhi. xiang xin wo. wo yi ding ke yi de.*

hmm. another person hav joined da singlehood club. my god brother jun. haix. dun so sad la hor. time will heal all wound. still young. can man man lai. haha. gt da jie yang ni okay. ytd he told me dat now he can onli bury himself wif books n books to cure him. now den he noe ah? haiyo. wo hen zao hen zao jiu dong le. dat's wad i've gone thru. reali wad cums ard goes ard. last time is he an wei wo. now is my turn to console him. ha. bu xiang xin retribution dou be ke yi. da gud will be repaid n e bad will hav their deserved retribution. jus wait n c lor.

den me n shan toked alot recently. been studying together. she told me alot abt her probs. i tried to help her as much as i can. but i noe dat all i can do is try to give her as many as advice as i can. rs tis kinda things still mus zi ji go solve de. outsider is nt suppose to chap so much. ytd she came crying to me again. hear her cry i oso cant do anything. haix. wad a useless sis. give de advice oso dunno gt use anot. told her alot of craps i should sae. i said dat couples together sure gt gud times n bad times de. fer eg dat time i was wif him. i learnt alot frm him. he tot me how to be strong n how to treat ppl nicely. onli dat i cant make it. den we oso gt alot of happie times together ma. haiya. in a rs mei you yong yuan de kai xin de. sure gt some xin suan to pei he de gud times de. so as to make it a purfect pic. rite peeps?

erm.. ytd received an sms in da middle of da nite at 2 plus. i tot hu sia. it was shan. told me sth. i shall nt disclose here. but wadeva it is, dun assume okay. mus be confirm de. oso dun be sad over it. i noe sure will de la. but try to recover asap lor. dat's all u can do wad.

haha. todae didnt go sch fer mock prac todae. i scared mdm leow wad. c her do prac i will nervous de lor. so its betta i dun go rite. cos no matter wad oso will make a blunder outta it. hmmm. haha. going jurong point lo. buaix ppl! =D take carre everyone.