gud morning ppl! haha. i'm earli todae rite. not cos i siao. is bcos got ppl wan cum deliver things so i hav to wake up at tis time. they damn asshole can. fine. dun wanna talk abt it. talk abt ytd bah. yupp. me n shan went to bugis. first parco den to bugis street. can sae i walked till i drop cos my heels was high can. i bought new one. nice eh. but high. dat's y will leg pain. but i still like it. so shan was on a shopping spree. haha. she bought like 2 tops? all black. she's nuts. ya. den bought a bikini top also black. i lurve dat "shop"! i reali do. muahahaha. it's de surf shop at parco. i dunno which floor izzit n i dunno wad is de exact name of de shop. all i noe is i lurve dat "shop". lol. okay. i'm abit outta my mind. dun bother abt me. tink i'll be going to dat shop more often. hehehe. i hope i'm lucky. ya lor. den after dat we went to bugis street to hav our nails painted. nice okay. shan got poka dots on her fingers while i hav milky way on mine. ya. after dat we went to eat n eventually headed fer hum cos it was quite late already.

twentyfive. february .2oo6

yupp. 25th. i intended to go klunch wif xuan de, cos we like damn long nv go at tis timing liao la. so i asked her. budden she sae she nid to go sch fer a while get de comfirmation slip frm mr beh n de neccessaties frm him. but mus before 11am or after 12.30pm. so de timing wasnt rite at all. so we didnt go kbox le. den i woke up as earli as 9.15 to get myself prepared. at 10, i received a all frm xuan saying dat we shall meet at 12.30 instead. she sae got msg me de but i didnt receive. cos she sent wrongly to germ instead. so i woked up so earli fer nth. well. so i jus do my hair to kill time lor. den i meet her after dat we went to town. yeah. it's been some time since de both of us, jus de both of us went town already. cos frm a twosome bcum foursome. haha. so we went ate a fulfiling meal before we proceed fer our shopping. n we REALI shopped. shall fill u guys in bit by bit. ya. after eating we went to flesh imp. dat's whr we started our shopping. bought 1 top myself n xuan bought 2. we tot it was quite alrite. den de counter encounter some probs, so we sae walk a ard first den cum back. so we walked to de flip flops dere to take a look at de slippers cos xuan wanna buy. den got tis gud ah.. he damn farni can! he was like staring at us when we walked dere la. den he walked backwards w/o looking behind. guess wad?! he fell! lol. n i practically luffed my ass off can. he tried to act shuai den in de end dui lian. lol. damn paiseh la. i cant stop luffing at him can. den i jus turn away n luff until i can stop. after dat we continue shopping n wait fer faizal to cum meet us. den we went to 37degree buy shorts. den we went cineleisure de ripples buy slippers. me n xuan each bought one. den we walked all de way to far east cos we wanna buy bikini. after buying we r done already. so de 3 of us took a cab to de veri "little" ppl coffeebean recommended by mr faizal. but when we reached dere, it was fully packed inside. onli left de outside no aircon one. we quite disappointed la. cos we tot can sit dwn slack already. den in de end we walked all de way to bugis dere n we settled dwn at swensens. other cheap cheap de place all no seats. so we had afternoon tea dere, chit chats. haha. den we walked at parco w/o faizal cos he sae his grandma admitted to hospital. so.... we went cuties n i bought another 2 tops! freaking hell. did u count how many things i bought already? den we went to bugis street n walk n walk none stop. den we passed tis shop help ppl print things on plates n cups one. n guess wad we saw. we saw wilson n his stead de pic on de cup. saying "happie 6th mths anniversary". den me n xuan was like so shock la. spore is so small. go until bugis also can see sth liddat. even after we left de shop i still haven recover frm de shock yet. but i jus hack la. also none of my business. den i bought tis veri cool white top dere. dunno how to describe. but it's nice. n reasonable also. after all tis shopping n walking, we go lot1 fer kbox lo. on our way to kbox in de mrt to jurong east rite, i met tis dream of my life! reali man. haha. he's so shuai la. n hor i find him so damn familiar la. so i kept on looking until we drop off de mrt. he still inside. den i saw his trademark! de beaded necklace!! haha. den i recognise him liao. he working at pacific plaza de. de stussy shop. hehehehe. i always go dere jiu shi see him. xiang bu dao out of de shop liao also can see him. muahahaha. so happie la. den dat stupid gurl keep po wo leng shui. sae wad scarly de necklace is de gurlfren buy one, dat's y he always wear. argh. idiot. den we go sing sing sing n go hum. i walked hum frm de bb interchange cos didnt wan to take cab. save money still can enjoy de cool breeze. quiet quiet de. best fer tinking abt things. yupp. dat's my fridae......


todae i went to buy my mattress lor. queen sized de. great! now i can hav big bed liao. damn shiok can. hmm. other den tis shld be nth le bah. going chalet on tue le. quite looking forward to it la. budden dunno will be fun anot. cos alot of different ppl le. not like last time. always go wif same few ppl. tis time round big big change lo. hope it'll be fun. cos i tink we going wild wild wet.

i'm sad. my hubby, germ n stupid ben went fer chalet already. fer 3 daes! left me n xuan roaming ard, looking fer some life. but todae i cant pei her go pasir ris cos i hav to go buy some things. so sori sis. yupp. i will miss my honey also. cos since dunno when ah, we've been going out together almost everydae or every other dae lor. so liddat 3 daes nv see abit bu xi guan sia. but after their chalet will be ours. so we'll be seeing them fer 3 whole daes also. hahaha. tink tml going town wif xuan bah. she wanna go buy clothes frm flesh imp n dunno wad de. tml is gonna be another tiring dae. cos we gonna walk in town. we nv fail to walk de whole stretch of roads dere lor. ya. tis entry like abit boring ah. haha. cos i also dunno wad to update.

oh.. i jus heard sth frm my bro. sth nasty abt NYP. but i tink it's none of NYP's fault lor. i cant believe in tis world still got tis kinda gurl. did sth so unseenable still dare to capture it dwn. reali damn disgrace to gurls can. luckly i didnt put NYP in my choices. even if it's none of de sch's fault go in also will kana look dwn. shanling ah. all de best to u ah. hahaha.

hey guys! haha. i jus woked up at ard 6pm. muahahaha. cos i was at germ's hse ytd wif my other 3 sistas, having a great time dere. we watch vcds again, wif vodka, barcadi n chips. but dat stupid xuan n germ, they didnt drink cos one is banned by bf another one sore throat. so left wif me n my honey. so we wactched until 4 liddat den we go to de room to prepare to slp. in de end none can slp. haha. so we took out de miracle cards again, n played de big fat liar game (cheat) n daidee. me n germ was so reluctant to play cheat la. cos we cant lie as well as de other two idiots. they practically lie thru their eyes can. now germ also almost "graduated" le cos she almost game. haha. den our ms ng hungry! so she's been bugging us fer breakfast since 5am until we went to hav our mac breakfast at yew tee at 7 plus. so after a filling n tiring breakfast, we went hum to slp. haha.

yupp. tis morning, my honey reminded me of sth. wad is todae's date? yeah. 22nd feb 2oo6. one yr ago de todae i was... nvm, i dun wish to talk abt it. all i noe is fer de past one yr, i've been living dae by dae. step by step. haix.. maybe i reali shldnt touch on tis anymore. one yr. soon it'll be 2 yrs. den 3, 4 so on...

oh. todae is de 19th le. so fast huh. it's a yr's time le i still can vividly rem wad's going on tis date a yr ago. well. i shant go much into it cos it's too argh. ytd i had a great dae. shopping n shopping n eating. lol. me, my honey n germ went shopping in town again. motive: to shop fer poly clothes. cos we tink it's a disaster if we were to go to sch everydae wif de same old tops n bottoms. arent dat pathetic? haha. so we said we gonna go hangten, bossini, giordano n baleno grab all de same design tops wif diff colours. tis solve everything liao lor. muahhaha. so i bought a damn short de denim skirt n 3 giordano tops. reali shopping la. so fun. den we went to de jap restaurant "ramen ten" to hav our dinner. de food dere was strongly recommanded by my honey ms ng siewhwee. she sae de food dere damn nice. so we went to try it lor. but true la. it wasnt too bad. affordable also. nice seats wif de sofa. lol. jus dat abit stuffy in dere. but it's still okay wif me. so we had a gud meal n a gud luff n a gud rest before we proceed to shop again. dat germ tay is damn farni la. she wanted to buy a paul frank shirt, de design is got giraffe n monkey jumping on it de. veri kiddy can. den she sae wan to buy le wear to poly. hahahaha. den me n xiuhui were like persuading her not to buy it lor. if she buy n she wan to wear, we wont get near her. lol. hopefully we get into same sch la. den after all tis nonsense, we headed fer hum. seems like de earliest dae we go hum huh. i reached hum ard 10 plus liddat. i bathe n cum out drink soup. jus sit dwn onli den ben called liao. i tot wad happen. they ask me go watch movie. -.- the fog. den i was like "haha. u all blanja den i go la." after they fan me fer so long den i go lor. so i was outta de hse again. tis time round none of my parents noe cos i went out secretly without them knowing. so i met them up at jurong point. oh ya! we played de merry-go-round n take video. lol. veri fun la. den de movie also veri nice. thought it's de 2nd time i watched it le. veri funny la. dat stupid edwin was scared can. he turn to be n sae " walao. wo pa." lol. den i was luffing none stop la. den got tis part de corpse was suppose to wake up de. den i wanted to scare him. but in de end i got de timing wrong n de corpse scare me instead. lol. den i jumped he shout. reali damn comical la. den after de movie we jus hang ard JP lor. den go 7-eleven, walk long wae go toilet twice. den got police cum we jus pretend nv see n walk away. lol. in de end we dun wan kana book by de police den we jus go hum lor. ya. i went hum still not sleepy so i read de book until i tired den i go slp. so it was quite "earli" already. yupp. dat's my dae! wonderful dae....

yeah. i'm here to blog abt de 15th. i tot it would be quite aboring dae since onli me n germ went skating. but we met chris n kristin at de rink. so frm 2 we became 4. hahaha. den sakte until ben n edwin cum n plead me go play mahjong wif them. haiyoyo. den left de rink at 4 lor. go kenneth's hse again. cos we lurve de aircon. lol. den play until ard 8 plus den my honey, weitat, samuel n shaun came. it's getting more fun wif lotsa ppl. den james also came. lol. a total of 7 guys n 2 gurls. funness. n we eat our dinner/supper. cos it was like 9 plus den eat. applause to our big chef mr kenneth ang! delicious meal though it's onli maggie mee. we left his hse ard 10 liddat. den intended to go hum de. but james sae he wan go weitat hse den ask ask go. i went bcos of his dog! it's a 3 mths old shitzu(dunno spell correct anot) named berry. SO CUTE CAN! small small soft soft de. but she likes to bite n chew things. especially our fingers n james toes. lol. so farni. i wish i got a dog like her. ya lor. so we spent some time at weitat hse den finali left unwillingly at 11 plus. =) todae wasnt as bad as i expect. yeahness. tml gonna watch "de fog" wif my honey.

yupp yupp. i noe it's 15th already. which is no longer valentine's dae. but i still wanna wish all, singles n couples happie valentine's dae. though i still single, i still had a veri enjoyable valentine/frenship dae wif two of my sistas. both unattached. attached de long forgotten abt us. yeah. so hui, germ n i met up at lot1 pizzahut fer lunch cum teabreak. luffed out intestines n lungs out thruout de whole dining time. lol. damn farni. we toked abt our pri sch life n sec sch life. n we concluded dat during our younger times(pri sch) we used to do alot alot of stupid things like breaking our front tooth n slaping someone on de face. lol. well. n we gradually grew up to be more mischievious n sometimes sensual n sensible in our sec life. yupp. dat's whr i got to noe so many beautiful lives n my darling sistas. i shall forget de unhappiness caused by certain things n jus live wif those beautiful memories. yupp. after we ate we went shopping fer vcds. n i bought 2 storybooks at popular using de voucher given. after we bought de vcd den went to germ's hse to watch it. so we rotted dere fer hrs watching 2 shows. "the spirit of vengence" n "house of wax". we tot de vengence was nice, but it turns out to be no ending n no beginning. it wasnt even scary can. n i almost fall aslp while watching. n u noe wad? germ's mum came hum wif 3 stalks of roses. lol. germ, hui n me each 1. den we were like luffing none stop la. cos we didnt expect to receive roses when we r still single wad. so it made our dae. n we continued wif our movie. den de dad came hum ard 7 liddat. dat's when all de delicious foods started coming in. so we were happily inside de air-coned rm, eating a whole chicken, 3 fied dough, a plate of honeydew n 3 cups of cherryade wif addition of tiger beer in de drink. so it was like damn luxurious can. nth can be more comfy already. we reali veri happie todae. haha. if no valentine den liddat spend it every yr i also dun mind. shld be dun mind la. haha. ya lor. all i can sae is damn fun.

i reali reali damn wu gu can. i dunno wad's wrong wif u. alrite. i shall make myself clear to u n u! ERNEST FAN ZHEN HAO and CANDY FOO BEE HUA. i dunno whether u all still got cum n read anot. but tis shall be my last entry fer de both of u. PLS stop coming into my blog n read my entry.

ernest: i noe u told xuan to ask me curb my temper. n u hav done dat many times already. i noe. not i dun wan to chnage. it's dat everytime i heard dat it's frm u, i'm pissed alrite. n i tink u hav to noe tis. i flare up most of de time is u caused it de. if it wasnt fer u i wont be liddat. rite. i noe i shldnt put de blame on u. but it's de truth okay. wadeva candy told u before u onli heard it frm her. wad abt me? u guys dunno me well enuff. u dun like to be forced! neither do i. but she tried to force me to do sth i dun like. am i in de wrong to be angry? u mean i dun hav de rites to be angry? den wad's de point of living when i cant express myself huh? u understand wad i'm trying to sae anot? it's always a one-sided story dat u heard. n u jump into conclusion dat i anyhow throw temper n my temper is veri bad n i hav a veri bad attitude. wad de hell. if u duno de whole story den jus shut up will u? dun try to help n give advice when dere's no nid fer u to do dat. i dun nid u to care fer me or whatsoeva. jus leave me alone. N MY TEMPER WONT FLARE SO EASILY! u dun hav to tag me. jus get tis entry rite into ur head can le. i dun wish to see ur comments anywhr. thanks!

candy: fine. since u like to complain so much den go ahead. i wont stop u already. like i sae.. pls stop coming here after reading tis entry. pls hav some respect fer me. yeah. i'm bad. infact veri bad. i noe. ada lim veri gud wad. she's ur dearest n baobei mei wad. dun hav to care abt me anymore alrite. n i dun nid ur concern also. pls rem it. i hav ti slittle to sae to u. so i tink u shld be able to absorb it well. it's all over!

oh great. i'm getting my results in less den 12 hrs time. how great can dat be huh? i can slp. i'm worried. how? wad will be my future? i dunno. stop studying or continue wif poly life. it's jus separated by one line. u noe? yi xian zhi cha? yupp. dat's it.

i'm a failure. total failure. i dunno wad's wrong wif me last nite. i jus cant slp alrite. i was tossing n turning on my bed frm 2.3o am onwards. i dunno wad time i fell aslp. all i noe is i kept tinking abt him n those memories flashed back like wad liddat. i also tot abt many things. but none of it is not abt him. wad to do man. i'm feeling so shitty. i keep telling myself it's time to wake up frm tis beautiful dream already. i'll soon be getting into another fairytale if i let go. but i guess my mind not strong enuff. nth can overcome de devil in me. i reali wonder wad i can do. i've been keeping myself in one corner, trying so hard to avoid de hurtful world outside. but how long can i take tis. how long can i hide. i reali hav no idea. i reali dunno when i will heal totali. nobody understands wad i'm going thru. not even them. onli i myself do. so wad now? persevere or let go? or leave it to fate? or dneymefil? haix.. life is terrible fer me. i dunno how to make it betta. can someone paint my life colourful?

yaya. shall update abit abt de things dat happen la. yupp. firstly.. doom's dae on FRIDAY! peeps. rem. it's on friday, 1oth feb 2oo6. holy shit. i hav a veri strong feeling i'm gonna flunk it. badly! well. let's jus wait n see wad's de outcome.


supposedly.. tml is our chalet de. but due to all de false alarms we heard, we postponed it again n again until nobody wanna book n we hav to hold a bbq instead. freak man. i wonder hu's going to do all de planning. no. dun tink nid alot of planning also bah. so see how la. if bbq den can invite alot of ppl liao lo. ya lor. but i reali longed fer a chalet. but they dun wan i also got no choice. wadeva la. majority wins alrite.


oh ya. i heard sth which i wasnt suppose to noe frm xuan. wahahahaha! wad a joke can?! u freaking dirty bitch! betta dun cum near me! i hate it alrite. i might not express it face to face. but i reali hate it. i hinted u. but u didnt get my hint. so i hav no choice. i dunno wad other waes r dere to make u realise dat i reali hate it. i jus hope u will jus eventually realise it on ur own. if not i'm gonna vomit blood. real much blood.


yayaya. as fer todae.. i dunno y i'm out in town walking fer so long like a kuku. xuan asked me pei her go de limited edition de shop. so i tot one shop shld be quite fast bah. so i went to mit her n off to town. den my honey saes germ wanna buy clothes n going to town fer it also. so they came to mit us lata. so we started walking all over town fer all their things. so i tot of getting myself a new wallet. but none is i like de. but i saw tis roxy one. i like it veri much. but they onli hav it in white. being a veri careless gurl, i gave it up. i dun wan to buy liao den make dirty den i cum n xin tong. so i shall continue searching. ya. den xuan wnana buy valentine's pressie n hui wanna buy bdae pressie. FER GUYS! freak man. i wan to complain. they walked fer so long, went into so many shops, picked so many _____ , they bought none of them. cos they keep saying "go other place see first. lata regret." oh my god. in de end they bought nth. den tis germ tay ah, she bought an adidas bag. it's green n yellow colour. n got de big big brazil word dere. abt flop can. but she likes it. wadeva. haha. den me n germ was like luffing all de wae eva since she told me de big joke at pacific plaza. lol. she's damn farni can. ya lor. dat's abt it le bah. tink will wait till fri den update le bah. OH YA! we hui n xuan took pic wif shane wee todae. he's veri shuai in person. de pic wasnt veri well taken. hehe. cos i'm a veri bad photographer. =X

had been awae frm hum veri often nowadays. i noe i'm abit too much. but at least i noe wad i'm doing. but i jus dunno how to let my parents noe dat they dun hav to worrie fer me or whatsoeva. ya lor. was at germ's hse on de 2nd. stayover again. damn fun lor. drank n play n luffed again. fereva so fun wif them ard. life is nv boring wif them. we watched a movie. i not stupid too. de movie was great. it makes ppl luff n cry at de same time. veri touching one. oh ya.. dunno when ah.. dat ben bought a super big pooh bear fer xuan. OMG! i'm so jealous. dat pooh ah.. like half of me can. they so xing fu. i jus hope they can last until they grow old n die. den their family will be a veri purfect one. oh ya. ytd watch de yu le bai fen bai. they were toking abt horoscope de things. den cancer tis yr de relationship veri gud. i jus hope it turns out fine. hmmm. n it's going ot be someone i didnt expect him to be. hahahas. wonder who will it be. duhs. i'm tinking too much. lol. *knock dat stupid thing outta my head* lalalalala.. i'm bored. nobody's at hum. i cant go out cos my eye infection again. haix.. boring neh. i go find things to do le la. sian. got things to sae den i update again.

ohh.. finali i got de time to do my blogging. was out da whole morning. n i onli caught 3 hrs of slp! hell. ya. let me start frm ytd.

yupp. my bro was sick throughout de whole holidae. so we didnt get to visit many places. he was getting worst ytd which makes us all hav to stay at hum. but it's like so hell-ly to stay at hum on de second dae of new yr can. so i bugged xuan to go out wif me. so i started by asking her whr she is n whether she's free anot. hahaha. den she told me she at her relative's hse. so i was abit disappointed la. cos she most likely cant go out de ma. den i suddenly found out sth. so i told her abt it. in de end, she was de one hu asked me out. so i agreed. at dat time, i was chatting wif my honey, so i asked her along jus in case i cant handle de situation myself(dealing wif a drunkard).


ya. so we met up wif my honey. she was in her adidas jacket n shorts again. oh my god. u guys might tink dat nth wrong wif her dressing. but if u see de contrast it'll be diff. haha. cos me n xuan was wearing a pretty nice top n a jeans. even our dearest germaine was in jeans. lol. so my honey rushed back hum to get herself changed so as to fit into us. lol. ya. after de arcade we went to swensen located at orchard.


we took a cab dere cos we didnt wanna clash wif de dinner time. so we had fun in de cab. n fun at swensen too. shant go much into it cos i'm rushing fer time. my dad wans me to go offline veri soon.

(de above is incomplete, so i shall complete it todae 1st feb.)

ya. i stopped at de swensen dat part. after swensen we went walking ard town. to heeren fer toilet n den loitering near cineleisure wondering whr we can get alcohol ourself. lol. so we tried de 7-eleven. but we were lucky. we got some nice ppl to help us buy it. so we got our drink. n we went to cine tinking of going kbox. so we went up to check out de charges. damn ex okay. it's like 28+++ per pax. den de rm until 11 pm onli. so we didnt go lor. so we went to my honey's hse to ton. off we go in a cab.


yupp. here we r at cck cc. n we took a bus to lot1 de 7-eleven cos germ saes she also wanna buy de alcohol. so we went dere. but tis time, xuan was de one hu buy it. she's chao lao can. de person actuali allow her to buy it. god... ya. den we went back to hui's hse lo. her relatives damn farni de lor. ya. me, xuan, hui n germ drank n was drunk. onli shan is de sobber one. but we not reali drunk lor. jus dat veri gong den we tok nonsense do nonsense things. lol. i've got a video. taken by germaine tay when she was quite sobber. haha. germ was reali drunk. she actuali smiled to de camera when shan tried to take a pic of her can. gone case! lol. hui's daddy also drunk. he was worst. he gave each of us a bottle of birdnest. n he opened fer us also. he keep toking nonsense. hui was so paiseh. she keep asking him go slp cos he drunk. den he keep saying he not drunk. lol. her dad was damn farni. den we played cards fer de whole nite. blackjack. dai dee. n CHEAT! hui n xuan r big fat liar can. me n germ alwaes loaded wif piles n piles of card. it's like hafl a deck lor. but it was fun la. ya lor. den we hungry. so 4 mices went to de kitchen to whip up sth fer ourselves. me n hui did de cooking. we heated up de soup n cooked de last 2 pack of maggie mee. 2 packs divided into 4 bowls. so each of us had a bit of supper. n we continued wif our game. all de wae until 5 plus. all was knock out except fer my honey. she online blogging. so de others were fast aslp in wadeva manner u can tink of. all was so quiet except fer de typing sound. we went hum abt 7 liddat lor. de sky haven bright yet.


after i reach hum.. i jus went to bed immediately. i was woken up by my mum at 10 plus. omg! i onli had 3 hrs of slp. can u imagine dat. so i went out wif them until nite den cum hum. i was half dead already lor. ya lor. so dat's abt it le. nth much. oh ya. they r cuming to my hse again todae. my honey, xuan n germ. shld be palying mahjong. haha. gessed it'll be another dae of fun-ness. hooray!