it's 1 am now, n it's pouring heavily outside. jus like my heart, it's pouring nonstop. i dunno wad i can say to describe de situation i'm in now. i wish i had super power, den i can jus make everything go back to wad it used to be. nobody can help me, nobody understands wad im going thru now. i may look fine on de outside. i may look as if i dun care abt anything. i may look not hurt. but de fact is, i am very hurt. i dunno wad else to say. i wanted to blg to get everything out of my chest. but dunno y type type type den suddenly dunno wad to say liao.

u girls dun anyhow tink. it has gt nth to do wif ck. we r very fine.

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jus some updates abt life.

first thing on my mind. i've been traumatised by de number 111. everything i see seems to be stopping at 111. like i suddenly see de clock, den i will see 1.11am/pm. den de car plate also 111, simply everything la. de number 111 used to signify something. but of cos not significant fer me la. so ya. pls stop de 111 curse fer me.

second thing. went fer dear's JC fren's wedding. she's an indian muslim. wedding held at The Grassroot Club at AMK. near NYP. i starve myself thruout de whole nite. cos i wasnt used to de food, especially de rice. so i asked dear whether they serve white rice anot. LOL. of cos, de ans is no la. everything on de table is spicy. cannot take it means empty stomach fer u. they hav all sorts of weird food. it's either tooooooooo swit or toooooooooo sour. n their tradition is way different frm chinese. chi wedding usually is wait fer everyone to arrive den de couple come in den start serving food rite. but their tradition is u come in straight away they serve food den eat like dunno how many rounds alrdy den de couple "really" walk in. (cos they were alrdy dere when we reach)

so until now i hav attended 1 ROM n 1 wedding. n im patiently waiting fer mine to come asap. haha. swit. de reason i say patiently is bcos i dunno when mr phoon will earn enough money to give me my perfect wedding n perfect honeymoon to paris. so ya. maybe in 10 yrs time counting frm now? but i might not wan to get married by then. haha. cos i might become so fat until i cant fit into de super slim n lowcut wedding gown. if dats de case, forget abt marrying me. hahaha.

third. germaine's chicken cutlet. i really pity her. haha. cos she hav to wait fer 2 weeks before she can get to eat her chicken cutlet. ytks fell in love wif it de moment it gets into their mouth. mus try. de taste is like kfc. jus dat it's boneless. alrite germaine, we shall hav it tis weekend k. cos ck will finish his submission tis fri. den he'll be slightly more free. n hui can play mj wif us during weekend. cos she asked me to play mj ytd but ck wasnt free. n sorry germ, i couldnt pei u go bishan ytd. i was totally shag. i cant even pry open my eyes.

fourth. my health/energy is getting worse. i will hav serious headache when i dun slp by 12am nowadays. as long as i dun hav enough slp, i will hav headache. like now. zzzZzzzZzzzzZzzz..... i nid to slp...

fifth. im currently doing freelance data entry. it's to key in claims for some insurance company i suppose. so i hav to read those doctor n nurse handwriting. which i tink it's a killer. cos i seriously cant read it. their "v" loks like "r" n vice versa. "a" look like "o". "f" look like "t". oh wadeva. u jus hav to noe it's a brain n eye killer. cos i hav to wreck my brain to figur out wad alphabet is dat. retard.


-period-

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went out wif germ on mon to get my shoe. we had fun talking abt de good old days over dinner. dinner at pasta mania. she had agio olio n i had chicken sausage. n i swear their garlic is free, cos they spammed it like nobody's business. n i hate it.


she's all ready to start eating. haha.


my chicken sausage. i still prefer lot1's.



aft walking fer some time, she crave fer mango pudding. so we rested n had tis pudding (below). i swear i wouldnt wan to eat it again. u will noe y when u see my face.



my last mouth of de pudding. i seriosuly had a hard time stuffing all dat shit dwn my throat. cos it tasted like five packets of sugar. it's damn damn damn fucking swit can. plus de milk ah... really can kill. ive nv tasted milk tis swit before. can u see how agony i am!!!!


struggling to put it into my mouth.


im biting n trying to get dat bloody piece of shit dwn into my stomach.


i keep asking germ to help me finish den she die also dun wan. idiot. she say she like it lor. like but dun wan to help me eat. hate u.



i've repainted my nails. i tink it's damn nice, haha. cos got bling bling. n i jus realise one of my bling drop out liao. damn.

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pooled wif germ as usual. prata as usual. haha. n dat stupid dumb dumb step in a hole of shit water. lol. so damn funny. she jus went "eeeeeeee~!!!" dunno her eyes zhang zai na li one. lol. \

ytd nite/tis morning so funny. i call smsed her at 3.45am den i asked her wan to go eat supper anot. cos i was chatting wif her before dat. i noe she wasnt asleep. cos i suddenly got craving fer guo tie. but somebody dun wan to pei me go eat. but i die die wan to eat. so i asked de foreva so steady de ytk. lol. n she agreed immediately. whee! so we had guo tie, chicken wing n milo. until we damn full. lol. fun sia.

sch tml. sucks. damn it.

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de ROM is fantastic. damn nice n romantic. but a bit ke xi, rained so heavily. den all de decorations abit ruined. let de pics do de telling bah.


de chalet has a beautiful seaview!


tis is de function room.



de bride n groom.


de flower fer de deocoration. damn nice can. de flowers r imported frm other country de lor. fresh flowers...


got balloons also. nice colour combination. blue n purple.








dere's flower on de floor, den make a pathway fer them to march in.




their weddig bands. i tink it's damn nice.


i tink tis pic is damn damn damn nice!!!


de solemnization. "........ with this ring, i marry u." so swit!!!


de pledge really make me feel like crying can. dunno y. but i feel damn happie fer them. so romantic also.

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omfg boring. y do ppl hav to study? y do ppl hav to work? y do ppl hav to eat? y do ppl hav to slp? why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?
十万个为什么！how i wish i was at home now lor. fucking sleepy n tired n totally no mood fer sch. worst still, today's module is like !@!!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^ wtf. stupid class, stupid faci stupid problem. wad more can i ask fer? kill me bah. ggggrrrrr.....

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my weekend was pretty much fun and erm.. fulfilling? played pool wif dear germ on fri nite at Mambo. n coincidentally saw weikoon. it's like dunno how fucking long nv see him ard alrdy la. see him like see long lost fren liddat. lol. had fun. teach germ how to play properly. den dear also teach me some advance shots. soon we can go trash de other girls liao. muahahahaha. aft playing went to eat prata. nice. but i didnt get to eat my chicken cutlet. nvm.. we'll be going dere often now. i can always eat it. i swear it's damn damn damn nice. tinking of it now makes me salivate. yum yum~

aft eating den we go hum.. den on de bus germ suddenly rem dat her parents went genting. so we decided to go her hse n play de nite. de bro also brought his frens hum. n they played crap mj. seriously, it's crap. i really wanna puke when i see them play. no proper mj skills. worst still, one of them actually mistaken de yi suo (birdie) as an animal. omg... can faint rite. lol. n one more thing, they r all very shy ah bengs. n one of them (de same guy dat mistaken yi suo fer animal) passedhis ultimate flu bug to everyone in de hse. germ suffered badly. cos she got contact wif dat guy's iphone. immediate action. de minute she hold de phone, she sneeze non stop. poor germ.. poor me also. though mine not immediate. den de 3 of us played aeroplane chess frm like 3+/4+ till 6am can! i lay until my eyes wanna close liao. n dat stupid germ keep "going back hum". lol. cos de rule is if u throw de dice 3 times also 6 den mus go back hum. so whenever she throw 2 times alrdy rite, we will shout "6! 6! 6! 6!" in de end really 6 one lor. she damn suay can. den we luff like mad. de nxt day she cannot really talk. cos she got sore throat. lol. den we played 3 person mj. fast n fun. den i keep hu-ing 5-tai. dear also. den polished germ's money box. polished until she hav to owe me money lor. so pathetic. cos she always "fang pao". nxt time jus 3 ppl play can liao. dun nid so pathetic go beg ppl play.

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went st james on wed wif de girls, my dear n zhen feng. hui didnt go, cos her rudolph nose dropping out liao. it was ladies nite, so free entry free drinks. fer de guys is free entry also, cos they r tertiary student. n de nxt day was zhen feng's bday, so we bought 2 small pieces of cake fer him in advance.

i tink st james is a pretty nice place to go to. at least i like it la. nxt time i will go earlier. if not so many ppl no place sit lor....

im in my bloody class now, dunno wad to do n my eyes threatened to pop out if i dun wanna slp. help me!!!! im like so damn bored can. lata still got test. i seriously hate sch if not fer those holidays. lata going play pool wif germ. tis time is she wan to play one lor. i bet she's lovin it now. hahaha.

im busy now. bye.

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i didnt go sch again today. cos i overslept today. n i totally forgot today is practical. god damn it. kill me pls. can someone pls kindly be my living alarm clock????? =D

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it's 3rd nov alrdy. how time flies. my holidays ended! boohoohoo..... back to sch prison again. i hate it like nobody's business can.

nxt wed is dear's sis de ROM. cool man. haven seen one before. how i wish dat was mine. =D alrite.. i'm dreaming when i haven even slp. my day will come some day. i noe it will... i'll jus hav to be patient n WAIT. good.

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