hmmm. another dae gone. todae gt NAPHA. so tiring sia. weather hot like hell. so humid. sweating like hell even in klass oso liddat. let me reccount wad happen ytd.

twelfth. april .2oo5
after tut dear cum sch mit me. at first wanna go JP de. cos go lot1 until sian liao. budden he suddenly dun wanna go JP. haha so went to lot1 wif xuan n candy mi lor. but mi go pick wei wei up first. den go mi's hse. dear dun wanna go in. so i pei him sit outside n chit chat. hmmm. den went to (let's eat) to eat dinner. mi's treat. dear bu hao yi si, keep wanting to pay mi back. haha. den he nagged her fer soOooooOo long sia. bth them. in e end oso nv take e money.
den on our wae hum dear was tinking of sth. xiang de hen ru shen. dun look like him at all. v scary. me was v worried. worried abt wad he was tinking. worried dta i said sth wrong den make him angry or sth. lotsa worries. "tap" almost open. but nv. promise is a promise. first time i c him liddat. no smiles no luffter on his face. zhen de hen dan xin ta. den tried waes to cheer him up. in e end we go buy triple choco icecream. it reali works ah. finali he tot of wad he was tinking abt liao. soccer. ha ha. hai wo bai dan xin yi chang. but as long as he is alright, i'm alright. he happie means i happie. but if he's sad, gradually i will feel sad too de lor. cos he's my onli dear. *dear, jus wanna let u noe dat no matter wad happens, i'll be by ur side k.* =)

thirteen. april .2oo5
todae v miracle. didnt msg dear much. he whole nite nv slp, tis morning still earli earli go marina wif e abangs. so ke lian. now he slping liao. cos lata wanna wake up watch match. haiyo. todae ah, onli msg him like abt 20 msg nia. broke our record liao. cos eva since e dae i knew dear we NEVER msg so lil fer one dae. shi you yi dian dian bu xi guan la. but i would rather let him slp more n rest more lor. so i hav to bear wif it. bu ke yi qu chao xing ta. haix. so many hw to do. stack up until one mountain liddat. dunno when will clear all. even if clear liao e nxt dae another stack will form. when will tis eva stop man. sonner or lata sure cant take it de lor. sian sia. breakdown how? =x promise dear cannot breakdown liao. you shen me shi dear hui zai wo shen bian de. =D hehe. all i can sae is, "lurve is powerful!!" todae's NAPHA was quite gd. haha. ai de jing shen. helps alot eh. lol. hmmm. k la. gotta go continue wif my hw le. reali miss him so much. gonna numb myself wif hw!! tata.