todae was a v v bad dae. though e weather was quite alrite todae. heard sth i shldnt. n my mood was buang. ha. den went fer lit lesson in e ava rm. reali reali bad mood. den Mas still sit at my place. was totali pissed of. sorta figth wif yazid over e control fer e aircon. switched it off. n dat's it. in e end i won. Mas left e seat. so? i brokedwn. cried again. nt sob, but cry. haix. when can i eva recover? it's a long long journey. =(