Wednesday, April 27, 2005
twentyfive. april .2oo5
ytd was f*ing. mood swing even more jialat. some time of e dae was okay den suddenly will drop to negative den v negative. worst still. ytd went hum at abt 11+ liddat. parents kaobei like hell. f*ing byatch (mum) confiscated my fone n my POSB card. she whole nite dwn dere niam niam niam. non stop. freaking tired of tis life lor. his tingy oso haven get over den came another one. reali v tired. zhen de hen lei hen lei. i used to hav u to comfort me n cheer me up. but now, u arent here. i'm alone, fighting tis battle. reali bu xiang huo xia qu le. e pressure i'm under now is cannot describe de lor. haix.
twentysix. april .2oo5todae wasnt a v gud dae either. xing qing bu shi hen hao. all thanks to beh yong hua. stress me up wif all e maths tingy. freaking. cried again. cos i heard 'an jing'. you xiang qi ni. had a small heart-to-heart tok wif xuan todae. in klass. liao jie le yi dian dian ta nei xin de shi jie. cos i read her 'diary'. yupp. abt lotsa tings de diary. gt abt me oso. shall nt go into it. *xuan ah, nxt time gt anything jus sae lor. dun keep it to urself. dun 'tok' to e diary oso. they wont reply u de. u'll be toking to blocks okay.* yeah. curfew at 6. reached hum at ard 6. like hell. when they came back, HE (freaking dad) was at it again. scoldings. scoldings n scoldings. cried. once again. wonder how many times mus i cry each dae. cos of him, frens, family. i noe u made me promise nt to shed another tear fer u after [17 apr 2oo5]. i tried. but i failed. i noe promise r nt meant to be broken. i didnt broke mine intentionally. but u broke urs. nt onli one, but many. sick n tired of everything. wad can i do? i wanna be relieve of all tis sufferings n pain. hu can help me? pls.
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