yupps. i'm back blogging! after such a long long time. lol. rite. now i shall write a reccount on wad had happened tis few mths. tis is a direct reccount hor. exactly how i'm feeling at dat point of time. wad i wanna write oso la.


seventeen. june . 2005
haix. tis is da first time dat we mit after we broke up fer like 2 mths? oh! it's exactly 2 mths. ytd cant slp. cos of todae. ytd slept ard 4 plus liddar. den keeo waking up. butterflies in da stomach at e tot of meeting him. cant control myself at all. i tot i could still be brave and treat him as a fren. e fact is i cant at all. wo zuo bu dao. xuan sae cos i still havent accept da fact dat we hav broken up. well, maybe bah. hmmm. saw him. didnt speak at all. NEVER! and he changed alot. nt e him dat i used to noe. haix. xin hao tong. once again, i cant control my tap. i tried to pretend i'm alrite, nth happen. but i jus cant.



eight. july .2005 (my bdae!!)
yeah. my sweet sixteen bdae. hahaha. had a bbq party at pasir ris park. firstly. thanks everyone hu turn up. hope ya peeps had fun. oh ya n all da presents!! haha. v fun wor. eat n plae. hmmm. at first shan told me he couldnt cum de. den i was v disappointed lor. but he did wished me happie bdae at e strike of twelve. so wasnt so bad afterall. haiya. mus understand him ma. he busy wif performance. v tired de. den shan n ujin came ard 11 plus liddat after e family dinner. rite. glad dat they still came. reali. another surprise is they brought him along!! reali tot he nt cuming de lor. didnt expect them to give me such a surprise though i gt tot abt it before la. all my mei mei's idea. aniwae. i understand ur ku xin. thanks! haha. but i drink "a lil" before dat. so i was a bit outta my mind. dunno wad de hell i was doing. k. can sae went bonkers. lol. but i wasnt drunk! reali wasnt! den another surprise is e "jade necklace". haha. it's frm him of cos. totali unexpected. was in a daze after dat. shocked. "wo shi zui hou yi ge gei ni li wu de ren" walao. heart melt! haha. den whole nite i didnt slp. ton. but he, shan n ujin tired den slp liao. dere cold lor. so windy. haix. worried he catch a cold. den take my class t go let him cover. hope he doesnt catch a cold. yupps. den reali enjoyed my dae. wif all my gud frens they all. oh ya. suddenly realise in my wishlist i sae celebrate my bdae wif him. well. indirectly it is la. mus be satisfied le. he so busy still cum. haix.



past few daes...
ya. jus had my chi o'level oral on mon. holy sia. e conver so damn diff. prepare to score low liao. passage was alrite lor. haha. useless me almost had a nervous breakdown man. macham idiot. wait n wait fer his gud luck msg. tot it could boost my courage abit. in e end i zi shen zi mie. wad de. nah mind. it's over. hmmm. nth more le bah. rite. tata. shall update again tml. take care huh. u oso.