whao. ytd's fireworks display was spectacular man. actuali didnt wanna go de. budden after i heard wad shans sae, so i tot i could go give it a try. but i noe e chance of seeing him dere is like so lil. less den one percent? i still go ahead hoping dat e less den one percent chance is of use. howeva, i was disappointed. haix. but nvm. use to it can liao.

kinda regret going dere wif e two of them. i cant stand it man. i shant go on further cos i'm nt suppose to. but it reali affects me. i tried so hard nt to revealed my expressions. but they r idiotic. keep asking n remminding me. i reali wish i could shut their mouth n jus leave me alone in my dimension. i dun wan to be wif them in their lala land. i had such a terrible time. haix. poor me. everyone is getting attached. rite. sooner i'll be left alone. all alone.

i realise dat every yr e same thing happens fer me. last yr i went to watch e fireworks dat time i like cy. den it's like we watching e fireworks "together" but at diff places. tis yr oso de same. i noe i'm watching de same thng as him. budden we r at diff places. haix. so near yet so far. fate is disturbing. let me mit u n take u awae frm me. wad de. i hav nth to sae. all i can sae is i admit to defeat. i can do nth to change it. u more powerful okay. i cant outdo u.



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