hmmm. let me do a reccount huh. * scratch head* whr am i suppose to start? haix.. been trying veri veri hard to accept da fact dat i've lost him totali. n i've been doing it well oso. so it's nt a veri bad thing though. dat fri.. [2 sep] i cant slp. den i tink shan called or i called her bah. den chat fer a while. after we hang up i go bring out dat memo box to hav a look. i tot it wont affect me animor. but it still did. i read da lettas i've written. da wrds dat i wanted him to noe. da lyrics he's written fer me. i cant hold back me tears animor. so i jus cry my heart out.

*dang wo mei yi ci wei ni ku de shi hou, wo dou hui ji de ni yao wo da ying ni de shi. ni yao wo da ying ni cong ci bu zai wei ni ku. wo chang shi le. ke shi wo zuo bu dao. dan shi. xian zai zuo bu dao bing bu dai biao yong yuan zuo bu dao. wo hui zuo dao wo da ying ni de shi. bu hui bu shou nuo yan de. suo yi mei dang wo ku, wo jiu dui zi ji shuo zhe shi zui hou yi ci. wo hui dui zi ji zhe yang shuo, zhi dao wo neng zhen zhen zuo dao wei zhi. xiang xin wo. wo yi ding ke yi de.*

hmm. another person hav joined da singlehood club. my god brother jun. haix. dun so sad la hor. time will heal all wound. still young. can man man lai. haha. gt da jie yang ni okay. ytd he told me dat now he can onli bury himself wif books n books to cure him. now den he noe ah? haiyo. wo hen zao hen zao jiu dong le. dat's wad i've gone thru. reali wad cums ard goes ard. last time is he an wei wo. now is my turn to console him. ha. bu xiang xin retribution dou be ke yi. da gud will be repaid n e bad will hav their deserved retribution. jus wait n c lor.

den me n shan toked alot recently. been studying together. she told me alot abt her probs. i tried to help her as much as i can. but i noe dat all i can do is try to give her as many as advice as i can. rs tis kinda things still mus zi ji go solve de. outsider is nt suppose to chap so much. ytd she came crying to me again. hear her cry i oso cant do anything. haix. wad a useless sis. give de advice oso dunno gt use anot. told her alot of craps i should sae. i said dat couples together sure gt gud times n bad times de. fer eg dat time i was wif him. i learnt alot frm him. he tot me how to be strong n how to treat ppl nicely. onli dat i cant make it. den we oso gt alot of happie times together ma. haiya. in a rs mei you yong yuan de kai xin de. sure gt some xin suan to pei he de gud times de. so as to make it a purfect pic. rite peeps?

erm.. ytd received an sms in da middle of da nite at 2 plus. i tot hu sia. it was shan. told me sth. i shall nt disclose here. but wadeva it is, dun assume okay. mus be confirm de. oso dun be sad over it. i noe sure will de la. but try to recover asap lor. dat's all u can do wad.

haha. todae didnt go sch fer mock prac todae. i scared mdm leow wad. c her do prac i will nervous de lor. so its betta i dun go rite. cos no matter wad oso will make a blunder outta it. hmmm. haha. going jurong point lo. buaix ppl! =D take carre everyone.