so many things had happened
past few daes. mondae i took
leave go openhse wif xuan.
i knew things will happen if
i go dere. but i still went cos
i promised her. de moment
i stepped into de sch, i didnt
feel rite. i wanted to go off
already but xuan sae she
wanna take a look at de
course first before going off.
so i tot it was okay. we wont
so suay see him also ma. den
go lor. den we went to de
2nd level lor. i walked
infront. den suay suay he
jus inside de glass door.
my god. our distance is
jus a glass door apart.
n wad de hell. he jus rite
turn n look outside n i turned
to look inside. dat's how we
see each other. den i freak out
lor. den since dat eye contact
we keep seeing each other
everywhr. god damn it.
i bear wif it. i swollow my
tears. i hid my emotions.
den i walked outta de sch
myself. i nid peace to sort
out my tots. but i couldnt
get anything rite. i wonder
y. den we took a cab to
chinatown. on de cab i tot
of alot of things. alot of
flashbacks. same situation
one yr ago. left de sch. took
a cab. diff mood. den i
hum de song. de same old
song but diff meaning to
me. tis time sing is more
sad. cos i took note of de
lyrics of de whole song.
haix.... y cant i jus forget
it once n fer all. it's like
almost one yr le lor. n
i'm still liddat. wad de hell.
when can i eva walk out of
his shadow. when can i
live a life w/o his memories.
when can i gladly mention
his name in front of all
my frens. i dunno. seriously
i dun. such a failure. dere r
some other things which
happen la. but i dun wish
to mention it le. guo qu
jiu rang ta guo jiu.