yupp yupp. it's 11.39am now. i cant believe i woke up so EARLI can. cos i slept at 4.30 in de morning! yeah. wad out wif dear again. haha. i went to mit him up ytd fer dinner ma. wif lixiong also. de dinner was nice. in fact veri nice. de hor fun n salad you tiao. yummy! but if i were to continue eating, i'll be dead. de avg avg weighing xindi will be gone! so cannot cannot cannot. haha. den after de dinner still earli. so de 3 of us went coffeebean to slack lor. so nice to slack dwn dere. not veri cold also. dunno wad happen to de aircon. it used to be so cold. but anyway, de temp was jus rite. oh ya. de blueberry cheesecake was FANTASTIC! haha. but i didnt wan to eat much. but he force it into my mouth. argh. can u imagine de fats????? uh huh. den after coffeebean we went lot1. cos he wanna diao de toy again. haha. lata let u all see de pics. hmmm. den after we diao finish de toy den pei lixiong go wait fer bus lor. den dear send me hum. haha. once again.... we sat on de bench near my hse n chatted until i dun wan to go hum again. lol. n he sang to me. so farni n swit. dne my cousin called me twice. i tink he saw us. nah nah. but i dun care. if he wanna go tell my mum abt tis, go ahead. it's betta off fer me. at least i dun hav to open my golden mouth n tell them. if they noe abt it, den they'll ask me. so i'll jus admit. gud! yeah yeah. dunno whether dear can go out todae anot. haha. ytd his mama nag at him fer cuming hum so late. =X partly is my fault. cos i didnt wan to go up so earli. hehe. ya lor. dat's all le bah. here's de pic.




a msg to my dear 3 sistas:

i still dunno y u all disapprove of me n him being together. but i noe i didnt make de wrong choice. he has been veri troubled by tis matter also. n in de beginning of de rs, tis is de biggest things we hav to deal wif. bcos of wad u all sae, he almost give me up. he wanted to jus treat me coldly n make me tink dat he's not de one fer me. so dat i would not be together wif him n u all will be more happie. when he tell me tis, i didnt noe wad to sae la. but i noe i'm not playing him. reali not. n i can tell dat he truely lurves me. n he reali wanted veri much fer u all to accept him as my bf. but i told him not to be so troubled over tis la. cos i tink when u all see me so happie u all will be happie also rite? n will eventualli accept him rite? if u all get to noe him more, u reali will change ur opinion of him la. reali lor. n i'm kiap in de middle. i noe i've drifted awae frm u all already. n i dunno how to drift back. tink de onli time i can drift back is after i broke up wif him? haix. nvm. hope u all will understand.