argh! i hate CIPs! they deprive me of seeing my dear dear. now i'm considered alone, cos i'm at hum, be mute. so sad huh. haix.. i reali miss him alot leh. actuali veri happie fer de whole dae de lor, cos after work can go find him liao den go "explore" de. in de end cannot mit. i noe he also veri sad. but i'm sure i'm sadder. *sobs* also dunno wad to update liao. ms gan is in a coma now. ms tan, ms ng n ms tay.. dunno wad's up wif them now. cos qute long nv see them liao. argh argh argh! SIAN AH!