*smiles*

here i am blogging again cos dere's nth fer me to do rite here. so i might as well blog jus in case u gurls sae i die already. haha. erm.. did nth much fer november. last sat went to ernest's n bear's bdae chalet. it's been like a yr plus since i last saw them bah. abit awkward to be dere definitely. but at least i got dear by my side. awkward as in not still like him, as in u noe.. u frm fren bcum bgf den bcum fren again. it's like.. not veri appropriate. =.= okay. forget abt wad i sae. cos i dunno wad i'm toking abt also. well, jus glad dat i went n erm.. he didnt change. ya.

well, december is here. meaning xmas is jus ard de corner. infact it's veri near already. exactly 20 more daes to xmas. dunno how to celebrate also. tink jus go town to countdown onli bah. how i wish dere's a xmas ball fer me to attend. *piak* stop dreaming u idiot. okay. i'm awake now.

met up wif de gurls on fri to get presents. it's nice to see them, all of them. so i was pretty happie fer de past few daes. oh ya. sat also mummy's bdae (same as ernest's). so had dinner wif her n of cos de cake also. too bad, dear wasnt dere.

n mummy ask me wan dog anot. my relative got one chiwawa wanna give away. i was so excited. but a dog at hum means no dear in my hse. how?! i wan a doggie. to buy one is so damn ex can. haix...

rite now, i'm missing my dear damn alot alot alot. he'll be veri veri busy due to some thing n his projects projects n projects! meaning less time fer me. i jus hope his holidaes faster come. which is erm.. 12 daes away. holi holi faster come!

missing u...